Let me pass the gates,
What could be worse that this human waste,
Decaying and fading,
Soul dissociated with filth and hatred,
Dead before I lay,
Insert the blade before I pray,
God of nothing,
Let me see!!….
I DO NOT BELIEVE

lost and found,
plain as simple,
lost in verismo,
eternally in sight,
lost in night,
though still headed towards,
towards everlasting light.
I think I’ve been missed my only opportunity to be happy.
Becoming the negative.
Now I’m only half a man. Quarter soul trying to make it with a sane mentality.
The rest is somewhere between heaven and eternity.
I don’t want to know.

I'm sorry, I really do apologize,
You deserve more, I didn't mean too.
After so much I continue.
Over and again like an addiction.
It really is, although I know you'll be fine,
I won't, in time I'll do it again.
Like the many times before.
After all we become.
Your my everything I didn't mean too.
I'm sorry, I really do apologize.

Could death be worst than life.
I fear the unknown
but have I been mislead?
A question for thee
Take me please
End this all
For the sake of my salvation
Bury me deep
What have I seen
What are my beliefs
World nor space
Not for my soul
Not the right ones for me
Scared to be alone
in the night I pretend to weep
In the shadows of sadness
I hope and pray snakes bury me beneath