Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
18.0k · Feb 2017
Pagsuko
jeranne Feb 2017
Ako'y susuko na ba?
O ika'y ipaglalaban ko pa?
Dahil pagod na pagod na ako
Pagod nang umasa sayo

Ako'y napapaisip na lang
Kung ito'y wakasan na lamang
Dahil wala naman itong pagtutunguan
Lalo't hindi naman tayo nagmamahalan

Sa bawat oras na lumilipas
Sana ang pagmamahal ko sayo ay mag wakas
Nang sa ganon ay ika'y makalimutan ko na
At hindi nahihirapan mag move on pa

Sana pala ay matagal na akong sumuko,
Naging masaya at hindi nasaktan ng todo
Dahil ako ay natatakot uli
Na baka ako ay magsisi sa huli
10.5k · Nov 2016
Taksil
jeranne Nov 2016
Pinagkatiwalaan kita ng lubusan
Dahil alam ko ika'y maaasahan
Ngunit ako'y nagkamali nung nalaman ko
Na ika'y nagtaksil kaibigan ko

Inabot ng ilang taon ang ating pag kaibigan
Pero hindi ko ito pinagsisihan
Dahil alam ko na ikaw parin ay kaibigan ko
Kahit ika'y sumama na sa may ugaling demonyo

Kilala kita simula pagkabata
Pero ako'y halos makalimutan mo na ata
Ako'y lubos na nasasaktan
Sa mga pangyayari na hindi ko inaasahan

Sino ba naman ako sayo?
Diba, ako'y isa sa mga kaaway mo?
Tinuring kita na parang kapatid
Ngunit para sayo, ako'y lamang isang sampid
****
10.3k · Feb 2017
Para sa'yo
jeranne Feb 2017
Itong tula na ito ay para sayo -- hindi man magkatugma, pero gusto ko ay basahin mo ito. Hindi ko alam kung ako'y may pagasa ba sayo, dahil ako ay nalilito kung sino ba ang gusto mo. Ako ba o yung babaeng tinutukoy nila? Walang kasiguraduhan kung sino. Hindi ko maiwasang hindi umasa, hindi ko rin maiwasan na mawalan ng pagasa.

Nawawalan na ako ng dahilan para umaasa pa, umasa na maging tayo. Ang hirap pag walang label, hindi mo alam kung anong meron sainyo, at katulad ng nararamdaman ko ngayon, nalilito at hindi alam ang gagawin.

Gusto ko nang bumitaw, ngunit ako'y natatakot na ang puso mo ay ako ang sinisigaw balang araw. Nasa gitna ako ng "letting go" at "don't let go" hindi naman kasi tayo close at ang mahirap pa pangalan lang ang alam ko tungkol sayo.

Gusto ko sanang umamin sayo, ngunit ang ikinakatakot ko ay baka ma-reject ako. Ako'y kinakabahan na may halong hiya, kaya wala akong lakas na umamin na **crush kita.
:((
6.4k · Oct 2016
Ano ba talaga?
jeranne Oct 2016
Ano ba ako sayo? Ano ba ang lugar ko sa puso mo?
Ano bang meron tayo? Paano tayo humantong sa sitwasyong ito?
Kailan ba titigil ang pagbabasa kaling ito?
Pagbaba Sakaling maging tayo

Ako ay isang makatang nalunod sa kalungkutan
Ng dahil sa lalaking hindi ko makalimutan
Ikaw ay tulad ng bituin, mahirap abutin
Kahit anong pilit gawin, ako ay umaasa parin

Ang oras ay tumatakbo sa tuwing ika'y kasama ko
Tila kuneho kung lumundag ang puso ko,
Nung panahong may halaga pa ako sayo
Narinig ng buong mundo ang aking sigaw, nung nalaman ko'y ika'y bumitaw

Ano ba talaga ang gusto mo?
Ang patuloy na saktan ako?
Ang paasahin ako?
Ang maniwala sa kasinungalingan na sinabi mo na mahal mo rin ako?

Ako ay litong lito, sa nararamdaman kong ito
Ano ba talaga? Kailan ba ako sasaya?
Kapag naging tayo na?
Ay oo nga pala, *may mahal ka nang iba
5.7k · Feb 2017
Nakaraan
jeranne Feb 2017
Gusto kong ibalik ang nakaraan
Noong tayo'y masaya pa at naglolokohan
Lumalaban parin ako kahit wala ng dahilan,
Kumakapit parin ako kahit wala ng pinanghahawakan

Alam mo bang miss na miss na kita?
Ako'y nahihiya lamang dahil baka ako'y makaistorbo pa
Ang damot-damot naman ng mundo,
Ikaw lang naman ang hinihiling ko

Dati ay abot kamay lamang kita,
Ngayon naman ang layo-layo mo na
Pasensya na, minahal kita
Masakit pero kaya ko pa

Ang dating puno ng saya at kilig kapag sinasabi **** "Mahal kita"
Ay natabunan na ng lungkot noong sinabi **** "Ayoko na"
Parang kahapon lang andito ka,
Ngunit ay ngayon wala na
4.8k · Jan 2017
Numero
jeranne Jan 2017
Isa, dalawa, tatlo
Ikaw parin ang laman ng puso ko
Apat, lima, anim
Sana ay ako parin

Pito, walo, siyam
Sana'y hindi pa ito ang huling paalam
At ang panghuli ay sampu
Na nagsabi sayo ng "I love you"

Umaasa ako na mapapansin mo din ako
At sa huli ay magiging tayo
Gamit ang mga numerong ito
Ay ang mga rason kung bakit kita inibig ng ganito

Lahat ng numero ay babanggitin
Hanggang sa ika'y mapasakin
At kailanman ay hindi magsasawa,
Magsasawang maghintay at sumaya
*** ang korni *** asdfghjkl
3.9k · Mar 2017
Panandalian
jeranne Mar 2017
Salamat sa panandalian nating pagsasama
Sa ating tawanan at masasayang alaala
Ang mga ngiti mo tuwing ika'y dumadaan,
Nakakahumaling at hinding hindi ko pag sasawaan

Binibigay ko lahat ng oras ko sayo
Dahil umaasa ako na ganoon din ang gagawin mo
Ilang beses pa ba ako aasa?
Na makamit ang happy ending na kasama ka?

Sana ay dumating yung araw na,
Makalimutan at palayain ka
Pero kahit anong pilit
Ay bumabalik parin yung dating sakit

Okay lang talaga ako promise,
Pero sana'y yakapin mo ako bago ka umalis
Ngunit panandalian nga lng pala ang lahat
Ang masasabi ko na lang ay paalam at *salamat
medyo waley eugh
3.5k · Mar 2017
Meron nga ba?
jeranne Mar 2017
Maraming tanong sa isip ko
At isa na doon kung meron bang tayo
Ngunit hindi mo ako pinapansin
Katulad ng iyong emosyon, mahirap basahin

Ngayon ay umaasa parin ako
Sa sinabi nila na gusto mo daw ako?
Ako'y kinilig at napatalon sa sobrang saya
Pero hindi ko maiwasan na mag isip kung meron nga ba?

Hindi ko alam kung nalaman mo na
Na ako'y may lihim na pagkagusto, hindi ba halata?
Siguro sa sobrang pagka-manhid mo
Hindi mo alam na may umaasang tao sayo

Hindi ko alam kung anong iyong pahiwatig
Lalo na ang mga nakakalusaw **** titig
At sa tuwing ika'y napa-padaan
Hindi ko mapigilang humanga at ika'y pagmasdan
okay ang waley ng ginawa ko ehehe
952 · Jul 2017
I'm fine
jeranne Jul 2017
She was in love with some one who made her happy
But constantly hurt her unknowingly

                                           *The question of 'when' always brought up
                                                                ­  on the cruelest game of nature
                                                                ­                                        Waiting,
                ­                           To sit idle for the inevitable was the torture
                                                     And I didn't want to wait in patience,
                                                                ­         for the pain to seep inside
                                                          ­                                  Love was great,
                                                          ­                                          It was nice,
                                                           ­                 But nothing lasts forever
                                         Though he never asked for forever from her,
                                                            ­            Only time and the present


*Looking down at her phone,
She began to type a short response,
A lie
She typed with a heavy heart, "I'm fine"
656 · Apr 2017
Incubus
jeranne Apr 2017
Having these weird and unusual dreams,
It felt so real
Dream?
A series of thoughts, images, and sensations
Occurring in a person's mind during sleep
Confused? Is this dream?
Or
Incubus?
What is a Incubus?

A nightmare
tbh i really don't know what incubus is. curiosity killed the cat
636 · Apr 2017
Unnoticed Existence
jeranne Apr 2017
People talk like they know you
I don't want to be lonely again
People judge like they know you
Some things are better left forgotten

I was doing so well and it all came crashing down
Tired of getting up on to be pushed back
Getting back the person that I own
I needed you to hold me back

Memories are trying to **** me
Some people pretend they're strong
Will you please, just hold me?
But in reality, they're miserable all along

Mentally gone but I'll be fine
What if I said it gets worse at night?
Getting my hopes up that someday you'll be mine
The thoughts get louder and nothing is right

You make me exist as myself
lame lame lame lame affff
614 · Apr 2017
Bittersweet
jeranne Apr 2017
It's kind of funny, I only have you
But sometimes, I'm worse than a stranger to you
Your love can still move me like this,
Those sweet words and kisses that I miss

Words that you regretted as you turned around
As I struggle to search the affection that cannot be found
"Just pretend that nothing's happening"
The words you said to me makes my heart continues to sting

When today passes, I'm thinking about tomorrow
Asking myself how can I fight this sorrow
But now I have to do what is right,
Letting go of everything just for tonight

I can't touch you nor even hold you
Our happy ending that can't be true
Bitter tears, love and sweet smile
It's okay, let's rest for a while
:'>
486 · May 2017
Forgotten
jeranne May 2017
My heart stops when you speak
Broken and shattered, I feel so weak
Your broken promises broke me inside
Devastated, I know that I tried

It’s been a while, but I still feel the same
Maybe I should let you go? This is what I became
You’re back, but for how long?
Why are you leaving if this is where you belong?

I care too much. You didn't
Silly me, I thought you actually care
I felt too much. You didn't
Stupid me, I thought you're actually there

I let you in and you completely destroyed me
Our forgotten love's nowhere to be seen
I'm tired of everything,
Let's just finish this with our forgotten ending
****** poem eugh
443 · May 2017
untitled
jeranne May 2017
I gave you my heart,
and you didn't realize the value of it
You were cruel to me,
and it took a long time
for me to move one
but,
Now I know that everything
happens for a reason,
and I'm much stronger for it
*** i miss writing poems eugh :"<
402 · Apr 2017
Lingering pain
jeranne Apr 2017
There are still some doubts in my mind
Tell me, is it even worth it?
Still holding on to a dream,
While closing my eyes and sleep

All your screaming whispers
Calling out my name, begging forgiveness
But I'm still here, standing
Fell down, barely breathing

Sharp words like knives,
Shattered glass like the past
How we gonna fix this?
How we gonna undo all the pain?

You walked out and left me stranded
Nothing left but scar and bruises
Bitter words spoken
Everything is broken

Is it too late to bring us back?
lame  af
385 · Mar 2017
Fell In Love
jeranne Mar 2017
I fell inlove to a boy named Conan
At first I adore him and became a fan
I know my feelings for him would grow
But I have to stop it before he would know

I sometimes wonder where I'd be?
If you hadn't came to see me?
For me, loving you would be unfair
But for him, he doesn't seem to care

I know that you're not yet ready to commit
But I will always be here to admit,
That I like you but you're slow
To notice my feelings for you long time ago

I wish that this isn't fake
And loving you wasn't a mistake
Now, I saw you with someone else from afar
It hurts and would leave my heart a scar
omgg this is my first time to write an english poem so please just bear with me huhu
373 · Jul 2017
Naught
jeranne Jul 2017
I wonder what I look like inside your eyes
He ignores me,
But I like him
He does nothing,
And yet
I fall for him
There are many things that I want to say to you
But,
I don't know how
I have a hopeless crush on someone
I have no chance with
356 · Aug 2017
untitled
jeranne Aug 2017
As the sky cries with me
The darkness embraces my body
As the wind whispers in my ear
Saying "you can overcome this fear"

As the sun ascended from the horizon
It motivates me to move on
At the end of the dark tunnel
A glimpse of light helps me to end this struggle

Just like me, the flowers stopped to shudder
Feel free from within your intervening soul
You just might cross over at the mouth of the river
You would finally walk out of the dark coal
jeranne May 2017
I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
Im such a jocund company:
I gazed-and-gazed-but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils
I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud
BY WILLIAM WORDSWORTH
277 · May 2017
untitled
jeranne May 2017
Maybe I'm okay; but maybe I'm not
Maybe I'm not happy; Maybe I'm not sad
Most of the time I don't know what to feel,
I feel so confused
/sighs/
87 · Jul 2022
au
jeranne Jul 2022
au
You and I are not
parallel lines
but transversal
destined to meet only once;
love like ephemeral  
only for a moment-

In a random point of an infinite space
There is a place
And for that split second;
For little while
The space between us would be just
A lick of breath


-and then nothing,
And then it would go back to being
wider than the entire universe
You, being close to me
like two different worlds colliding;
Exploding,
and I would be swept away
I'm afraid we will have to say,
goodbye

To go to the opposite corners of the universe;
To never see each other again
and,
I'm scared.

— The End —