We agree on many things:
cats
scott pilgrim vs. the world
pizza
playlists
red wine

But on one thing we disagree:
I still love you despite our different tastes in cheese.

and you're perfect for all the wrong reasons:
you like cats more than you like people
your favorite days are ones that don't involve putting on pants
you can't seem to chop onions without cutting your fingers.

and we work despite the distance:
we hate the same things
we have synchronized Netflix dates
we like each others' frequencies.

you are perfection that fills up an empty bed
you are everything I want

and you are
**missing from me.

Don't laugh okay?
Swear.
Swear not to laugh.

Okay so remember that guy I was telling you about?
Yes the one with the puffin sweater.
Well we didn't actually meet at an Arctic Monkeys concert.

We met online.
Like in a chatroom.
We cured each other's loneliness.
And then we went from there.

And that's as close as any of us get
To touching happiness...
Contentness.

But it's never enough to satisfy us.
Only enough to make us miserable.

I just want
what everybody wants.

It just took me a while to realize I can't have it.

countback from three
two
one.

when I get to zero
time stops
and resets.

one
two
three means it's okay.
everything.
it's okay
it's okay
it's okay.

And what isn't, will be.
Eventually.

I don't feel good
I don't feel good
I don't feel right
and there's no good reason why.
I want to sleep
but I won't
cause I never do.
What if I miss something
while I'm sleeping?
But I won't
cause I never do.