Circa 1994

Circa 1994 Jan 2014

I'm an enigma.
Or at least I want to be.

The bitchier, the better.
No one wants me when I'm nice.

I can be mysterious.
I can be mean.
If that's how you want me.

Circa 1994 Jan 2014

#want

I want so many things.
But mostly I want to be wanted.

Circa 1994 Jan 2014

midnight mimosas

and I watched you
while you slept,
wishing I were with you.

But I could settle for this.
You felt real.
We were as close as we could get without touching.

at midnight I made a wish.

Not hard to guess what it is.

Circa 1994 Dec 2013

handmade gifts

I wanted to make love
Because love is something you make?

No,
But I wanted to
With you.

Circa 1994 Dec 2013

kitchen konversations

When I'm high I want to eat with my hands.

The texture is part of the experience.

I thought I was being philosophical
But I know I was being annoying.

Circa 1994 Dec 2013

(sweet) 16

I was angry
That I'd lost my virginity
Just a few days prior to my 17th birthday.
Because I said I'd wait until I was 21.
And then I said 18.

Circa 1994 Dec 2013

tinker toys

Wind me up
And let me go.
Like the childish toys
You got rid of
Long ago.