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Cin May 2013
You were saying something, weren't you?
Saying how I couldn't do it?
Well guess what?
I did.
Who's thinking about you now, baby?
I got myself.
You have your music.
*Tragic
4/27/13
I dont settle for less
Cin Jan 2013
That moment
that fleeting sheer moment of time
where you gave it back
threw it back
all that I ever had to give you
You threw it back

Like unwanted seconds
Like it didn't mean anything
Like it means nothing to you
All that I have
means nothing

Still, I sigh and wallow and sink
in all the love
I have
and want to give to you.
the way my heart sank when you said "here. take it. im done."
Cin Jan 2013
I walk and I glance.
To look at you and swoon.
To feel romance.
That lights me up like the moon.
God, you make me feel so safe.
God, I beg you, wrap me in your embrace.
For I want you and only you.
You. you make me feel so brand new.
Cin Nov 2012
Pushing.
Pulling.
Falling.
Defeat.
You've lost it all before.
What's their to lose?
Cin Nov 2012
good feeling vibrating all through my bones and flesh
you know i'm big, i'm bad, you know it
shoulder shaking, head bopping, foot tapping, fingers snapping
*who's bad?
Cin Nov 2012
He never loved you. He used you to satisfy his own ****** needs.
He loves you. He wants you to stay because without you he dies. He is nothing. He is alone.
***** him.
You can't even take care of yourself.
Let him die.
Let him squirm.
Let him squirm, just like how you had to...
Because of him.
Make the pain seep in. Seep in.
Make him feel pain. Feel pain.
Make him human in that sense.
**Mr. ******* Perfect.
2010-11
recovering stages
anger writing
Cin Nov 2012
In the darkness you don't know where you are, you don't see a thing.
In my darkness, you don't know who you are.
You feel things that make you certain that there could be nothing worse.
In my dark, all friends have two separate entities: Both untrustworthy.
In my darkness, you're nothing.
In my darkness, you drown, you suffocate, you're beaten down.
In my darkness, no one hears you, no one holds you, your soul bleeds.
A giant vulnerable wound.
It walks down a procession of darkness, head down, shrinking, shrinking as it becomes one with this darkness.
**Defeat.
2010-11
recovering stages
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