My best friend Jay
Had to pay
For that boy's sins
That tore her heart, ripped her limbs

She didn't know
That his heart wasn't white as snow
It's not her fault
That her life came to a halt

Heart break
Is all it could take
To jump off the top floor
She wanted love and no more

She only knew me
All I could do was plea
I wanted her back
Her life only went off track

She couldn't be dead
The truth wouldn't come to my head
I didn't, I couldn't believe it
She wasn't an emotional pit

She was the best
She cared if I was stressed
But she's gone
There's nothing to look upon

I had just stood there
Like I didn't care
It haunted me
My dreams couldn't be free

Kept captive, kept awake
The memories made me fake
I felt empty like a rotting corpse
I thought of myself as her skin as it slowly warps

I was falling to the ground
I hated how my heart would pound
But I was to young in my life
I only knew how use a knife

I thought stabbing myself in the heart was the only way
I wanted to be just like Jay
But my dad came home from work to fast
And now I have an attempted suicide past

When the clock strikes twelve
You should be in your bed
But if you are awake
Midnight will come for your head

A bottomless rain
It all slips away
In the endless pain
At the end of May

A foul hater
Created a crater
I was dumb
A horrible outcome
I chased
It was only a waste
I didn't know
Even though
Nothing sustained
I was bloodstained
With only hurt
Not even alert
Is this who you are?
Away so far?
Face me
So I can be free

Reluctantly I force myself to stop breathing
As a tear falls down my cheek  
I don’t want to die
But that’s a big fat lie
Warm blood surges through my veins
I need to say goodbye
And as soft as a horse’s mein
I slip away into sleep

A deep blue sea
Endless in mind
Nowhere left to be
Doesn’t matter what you find

I’m filled with boiling  hate
Trapped in a game of chess
Stuck in this huge mess
I can’t even confess
That you have me in a checkmate
Fastened in a fiery blaze
It’s like a huge maze
I will, end this stress

Screams come from the crimson dark
Crushing through to my ears and then my heart
For a young girl lie sprawled in front of me
I had no choice but to stay and fight
Although all it does is give me a bitter bite
If i hadn’t done it first I’d be falling apart
To me it’s like a piece of art
One mistake and it's not a masterpiece

You follow me
My dreams and ways
My roots to my tree
Track my blaze

But you forgot
An important past
Starting to rot
It's still going to last

You don't understand
It's glare
Still on my land
It won't ware

You can't comprehend
It's still inside
I will never fully mend
I can't get off this ride

Up and down
It pulls me away
I start to drown
I will have to pay

You can't follow me anymore
Because you can't find my path
Leading to death, my blood will poor
You'll find me in the aftermath

Follow me again
So you can be recognize
Realize my pain
So you can look into my eyes

And understand

She forgot who she was deep inside
her soul buried underneath only to hide
she can't feel herself falling without grace
into an endless sky nothing but space

No one to catch her as she slips
like dust between your finger she drips
she's falling and your just standing there
your contemplating what to were

All dressed in black
as you lay down her rack
she is buried deep in the ground
only to fall in an endless sky she's floating around

A glistening star only a moment away
Beautiful bright light ray
No rules or games to play
Shut out as a castaway
Acting as a model of clay
To us only a brilliant display
There's nowhere to be, no way
Undeserved price to pay
Has no choice but give up and lay
In a cavern, a glistening star starts to decay
departed in the dead of the day

Your judgement taken by a beast
It's only life support is to feast
Taken by rage
Your not on the right page
Stuck in a cage
your starting a rampage

On your knees
You have to plea
Fighting against a bitter storm
A hurricane starts to form
you can't stop it's swarm
You have to give up and deform

But who you are is enough
And I know it's though
But the rage in you needs to fall
before it's to tall
It's your call
The rage will drop, it's colossal wall