May I not forget
The way skin feels
Beneath the wake of my hands
Smooth
Sympathetic to the touch
Rolling
Gliding
To the rythem I choose
My hands envelope you
causing parasympathetic response
Beneath my finger tips
Relaxing you to the fullest
A gift to me
a gift to you
Let me feel
Let me give
let me love
May I not forget
The way skin feels
Beneath the wake of my hands

I cannot reject him
His body washes over me
Teasing me with a gentle caress
Painting pictures with his fingertips
Tantalizing,  fun, I cannot control
These urges he has conjured up In me
Longing to break free
Bite my lip as he kisses my neck
Surging rush of excitement
Sends electricity through my veins
I cannot reject him
I hold his soultury gaze
He enters and I gasp
Clawing at his innocence
Digging my nails into his youth
Rolling waves of passion
More intense with each pass
Until an angry storm is brewing
And we cry out in ******

You still dwell inside me
Seeping into my veins
Constricting my lungs

I still feel you
This dark pulsating tune in the pit if my stomach,
And I don't want to let it go
Its time
To
LET GO

I've come accustom to this feeling,
This slimy slithering snake combing my body
But it makes me sick
But so familiar
I can't
           LET GO

It all you're negativity
You're endless wrath on
Society
Its the impact of the first blow
when you socked me in the mouth
It was the time you held a knife to my throat
When you shoved me against the wall
Forever imbedded in my skin
Branded on my heart

But I feel comfort in this
Disgusting as it is
it was my home for 5 years
It didn't matter if you were beating me
Or comforting me thereafter
Its all relative
This feeling in my gut is all the same
So predictable I want it to consume me
But its time to let go

(When someone says I can't, I prove them wrong )
I am
The ******* fire
Bring me down
I'll swallow you whole
I'm ruthless
I get what I want
And what I want
Is success

Chew me up
Spit me out
I'll send poison
through your veins
I'll mistify  you
Leave your jaw dropped to the floor
Let me clarify
I want more than possibility
I will take everything and spinning it
And you'll watch and stew
And I won't regret it.
I'm merciless
I get success
And if you didn't know that already
You haven't met this ***** yet
I am success
And nothing you can do or say will Change that
I am the ******* fired

He decided
To surprise me
With a Lakeside
Picnic
lunch

Let's high-tale it out of here
there's nothing left but a trail of tears
and paper dreams
Let's set this town on fire
Let it burn

I bet our dust will clear
before they even realize we're gone
Let's runaway
Pretend we are someone else
Make our paper dreams come true

Let's paint the pavement
With the lies they told us
Tear apart the favors they ask
It's me and you
Our friends are shadows on the walls

We are like the cute old married couple
Who argue and bicker
But everyone can tell
We're madly in love

This poem is pretty long so I am breaking it into 2 parts, maybe 3 we'll see

Oh my love
What have you done?
The rain falls down
Around two quarrelling lovers
But lust
turned her heart sour
She loves you
But she's done
Looks to you for an answer you can't give
Bid farewell my love
To lust
She walks away from you

She screams for your love
She wants it all
You didn't follow her my love
You didn't answer her plea
But she's obsessed with your memory
tell her you love her
She wants you to want her
Tears of black paint her pillow case
Of nights spend away from you
Tears fade
~new sights~
Determined to destroy you
My love, she feels abandoned

My love
Oh my love~
She broke your heart
Then you broke hers
My love
you didn't listen
now she'll make you hear
She'll make you pay
Tell your secerets
Bash your name
She wont stop
Because it hurts you
next verse to be continued

My love
I walk
beside two quarrelling lovers
I have you now
But my heart breaks in Lu of your past
She's beautiful
And she wants you
Thinks she loves you
wants to control you
She wanted to be your everything
Please tell me I'm your everything
Cause I want what she wanted
And I'm looking for an answer
Please
If I ever walk away, don't leave me in the rain
Cause my world would shatter
If you didn't truly love me

My love
What promises did you break?
And if we succumbed to the same fate
would you leave me in the rain?
All the things you said
All the things you did
Break my heart
I never knew such pain
could exist in the past
And stabs me now
All the words spoken
my love
Your lust broke my heart

He says
My love
It was lust
I was hurt
I was crushed
She didn't listen
And she lost
My love
I cannot take back my past
If I could, I would
But what I say is true
I love you
With every breath I take

And with that
All hearts are broken
She waits for you my love
And it breaks my heart
She writes venemous words
That eat his soul
I see it wash over him
my lack of trust
holds him back
And our love
Paints her black
Now~
All hearts are broken

One day
These hands will make me money
One day
I'll make my momma proud
One day my struggles will be over
One day
But not now
Today is a battlefield
Lost priorities
angry credit card companies
no money to my name
One day
These hands will make me money
One day
I'll make daddy proud
One day
but not now

This is me-
Standing before you,
Naked -on a pedistal
This is me my love
this is me

Everyday I fight for you
My love, its getting hard to breathe
Competing with myself, and who you want me to be
This is me, my love
This is me

Kiss me tonight
the way you used to
my love -
Don't say a word
Just hold me like you used to
And accept me

I yearn for your love
Deprived of your passion
I just need you tonight

To judge
Another
Is to show lack of
RESPECT

If your heart is broken
I'll lend you mine
When the stars in your eyes are fading
I'll take some from the sky.
I can't make all your pain subside
But the day I'll stop trying
Is the day I'll die