He decided
To surprise me
With a Lakeside
Picnic
lunch

To judge
Another
Is to show lack of
RESPECT

This is me-
Standing before you,
Naked -on a pedistal
This is me my love
this is me

Everyday I fight for you
My love, its getting hard to breathe
Competing with myself, and who you want me to be
This is me, my love
This is me

Kiss me tonight
the way you used to
my love -
Don't say a word
Just hold me like you used to
And accept me

I yearn for your love
Deprived of your passion
I just need you tonight

May I not forget
The way skin feels
Beneath the wake of my hands
Smooth
Sympathetic to the touch
Rolling
Gliding
To the rythem I choose
My hands envelope you
causing parasympathetic response
Beneath my finger tips
Relaxing you to the fullest
A gift to me
a gift to you
Let me feel
Let me give
let me love
May I not forget
The way skin feels
Beneath the wake of my hands

I cannot reject him
His body washes over me
Teasing me with a gentle caress
Painting pictures with his fingertips
Tantalizing,  fun, I cannot control
These urges he has conjured up In me
Longing to break free
Bite my lip as he kisses my neck
Surging rush of excitement
Sends electricity through my veins
I cannot reject him
I hold his soultury gaze
He enters and I gasp
Clawing at his innocence
Digging my nails into his youth
Rolling waves of passion
More intense with each pass
Until an angry storm is brewing
And we cry out in ******

One day
These hands will make me money
One day
I'll make my momma proud
One day my struggles will be over
One day
But not now
Today is a battlefield
Lost priorities
angry credit card companies
no money to my name
One day
These hands will make me money
One day
I'll make daddy proud
One day
but not now