The smell of burning hair in the air seems so unfair
Is there a reason to care? What happens if no one does?
Unnatural
The obscenity of a pure thought will only be censored when given to others
Keep it inside
Safe locked and never to be judged
This world is so cruel don’t give into that nudge
Faith
Only now will a man repress
Thoughts and feelings negated to confess
Shut out and put down
Submersed in deep waters will inevitably drown
Curse
This will one day hold true
Forget how to describe the sky blue
Robotic movements suppressed by cash
An undying love for art seems to last
A million deaths have died in the past
Meaningless efforts to a power so vast
Fight

made into something
i know im not
laying low
i cant be caught

dont take advice from that man
it ruined their lives
and diverged the plan
nothing can be replaced

fortunate i am
intrigued by this subject
obscuring the plan

golden boy i seem to be
hell raising demons and blasphemy
invented a cruelty named after me

what is this plague cause i cant feel a thing
someone stop that endless ring
doing wrong i can see a sting
above all i am king

wasted your ******* time
waiting forever in that line
but i see what there is to hide
you are all dead inside

i had everything i ever wanted
3 kids, fast cars, a big house, and a hot girlfriend
i didnt obey, i didnt give in
until i got caught
they took my cars my house my kids my girlfriend left me
i am an empty shell of the man i once was

chances taken feelings lost
never considered the cost
im ashamed of what ive done
it really wasnt worth the fun

all i want all i care i cant have it anymore
all i want all i care i cant have it anymore
all i want all i care i cant have it anymore
all i want all i care i cant have it anymore

now i regret

brain dead and feeling mean
no object is unbreakable no action is unforeseen

panic attack
panic attack
panic attack
panic attack

can i shake this craze
my tormentor is myself no exit exists in this maze

panic attack
panic attack
panic attack
panic attack

(repeat)

constant nightmares
change my mind
thinking things  not normal
nothing is fine
moral judgement
is out the door
im going insane
and begging for more

open now to an idea in tune
invented a scenery with a grotesque view
i am left in a empty room
with paint on the walls
shattered to oblivion
ready to fall
minuscule objects pervade my eyes
grown a hatred nothing left to despise

underneath a ****** mess
my brain is shattered
within my skull
seeing colors unreal but dull
fighting back against this haze
sanity is gone mind is erased

foreign ideas
**** my dreams
more influenced than
before it seems

im just a man with no remorse
im just a man running my course

whats yours is mine
whats mine is mine
any other attempt will turn you blind

taken back my thoughts are worn
made my escape
placenta is torn

******* i never wouldve thought
that one of my best friends would be so lost
with all our memories that we had
our sarebear has left and we are all so sad
within the group that became so close
the family i chose whom i love the most

i lost a sister in that ravine
sometimes this world can be so cruel, so ******* mean
i still cant believe that you re gone
the agony and pain never subsided they were wrong

were all expected to move on and forget
but i think about you everyday and its the biggest thing i regret
if we could only have that day
your last words to me solidified in my brain

you left too early and our family misses you so
in something so real that no one else could ever know
ill sing this song every time i ****** play
make sure everyone hears your name every ****** day
sarebear is gone and it kills me to say
i always knew how close we were and it ****** ***** your not here today
not a **** thing gives me hope
all the things they believe just to ****** cope

i know its ****** but its what i know
why the **** did you have to go
you know we loved you and it couldnt compare
ive never felt so angry for something so unfair

i love the great times that we all had
the only thing that makes me happy is remembering that
we had our time and thats all
alotta people loved you and i hope i have that when i fall