She was my secret keeper
She was my best friend
She was always at my side
She was my workout buddy
She was a unconditional love
She was there in good times
She was there in bad times
She was part of the family
She was with me for thirteen years
She was trying so hard to not leave me
She was gone in front of my eyes
She was the best pet anyone could have
She was loved

Good morning beautiful
Those three words
Brighten my heart
Started my day

The sound of his voice makes my knees go weak
His singing in my ear reaches every fiber of my body
The passion in his voice makes my heart smile and warms my soul
His beatiful voice reaches the heavens and the angels send it right back to me
For those are my lyrics and they are meant for me and me alone

I wish he could see himself through my eyes
I wonder when he will realize what an amazing man he is
I see the most compassionate man I know
I see a man who puts everyone in his life before himself
I see a helpful and loyal son and an amazing loving father
I see a man who has been hurt but still believes in love
I see someone that listens to me and will always be my best friend
I see the most beautiful soul when I look into his eyes
I wish he could see himself through my eye
I wonder if he will ever realize what an amazing man he is

When you left me that night you took part of me with you
I was always your little girl and I loved every minute of it
You are now and will always be my hero but i am so blue
My world has changed and the light in my heart is now very dim
I try to remember only the good times but all I see is you suffering

I wonder where God is and why he allows this painful end for you
I see your struggles and I pray for your last breath
I tell you to go but know in my heart I need you to stay
I hear you say you love me for the very last time
You body is still your breath is gone my world has forever changed

I walk in the house and look for you
You are not sitting at the table in the kitchen
I go to the garage to see if you are out there
You are not out there putzing around

I then tell myself he has to be somewhere
He would not leave without saying good bye
Where are you and why can't I find you
Tears fill my eyes as reality sets in

He is no longer here with me
The first man I ever loved is gone forever
The tears come and will not stop
I tried to feel your presence but I can not

I listen as people say talk to him he hears you
But I wonder how do they know that
Is it just what they say to make it easier for them
I talk but I feel nothing just my heart breaking more

I have sat by that cold stone and tried to feel you
The ground is so hard and it is a very cold place
Are you there or have you moved on to a better place
Maybe you do not have to be my dad any more

I have something to talk about and need advice
Who can I go to now and who will listen and not judge
I need you dad and always will so I will keep talking
And hope somehow you hear me and still love me

The ball has dropped
The year is gone
Stand all alone

No lips to kiss
No body to hold
Stand all alone

I say next year
Without much cheer
Stand all alone

My heart aches
My body begs
Stand all alone

The sadness comes
My thoughts are dark
Stand all alone

The time will come
When I will go
Stand all alone

I used to think my future was bright
Seems lately I may not have been right

I try to look forward with high hopes
But all I can see are monsterious slopes

As I watch his hand stroke my leg I am mesmerized
Staring and wondering if he knows what he is doing to me
Willing his hand not to stop as I think how right this feels
How just his touch sends me to a place beyond this world
A place where I always wanted to be but could never find until now

Bodies move
Hands touch
Dance floor full
No one else exist
Only two lovers
Eyes connect
Heart race
Song ends
Still holding on
Never let go
Next song begins
Start the dance all over again

I look in his eyes I see love
I see his smile and I want love
His slightest touch and I feel love
His breath on my lips and I inhale love
He kisses me and I taste love
When I lay in his arms I am surrounded by love
When I hear him say my name I know I am loved

I knew him when we were much younger
Would see him in the hallways at school
We were at the same park in our small town
Funny how those beautiful brown eyes never changed

We got older and there where times we were in the same bar
We would dance to the same music but not together
The universe was not ready to let us be friends
Funny how those beautiful brown eyes never changed

We both got married but not to each other
Became parents and spent all our time raising our children
No longer ran into him anywhere
Funny how those beautiful brown eyes never changed

Started back to work after raising my child
Saw him walking down the hall and was thrilled to see him again
Was very surprised at how excited I was but still never talked
Funny how those beautiful brown eyes never changed

Finally started talking and found out how much we have in common
Our love for music and dancing is truly amazing
The universe has finally let us become friends after all these years
And it's funny how those beautiful brown eyes never changed

Could it be possible
Finally came across one
Heard about these for years
Thought they did not exist
I am so lucky
To be in the presence of one
Only dreamed of this moment
Never ever imagined it was real
Looking at one
Just a couple feet from me
In the same room
Can't look away
What if it disappears
Right before my eyes
Need to savior this moment
Remember this always
The night I saw a
Stud On The Couch

Will you love me for ever and always
Or will you grow tired of me too

Will you see me for the first time every time you look at me
Or will you look right through me as if I do not exist

Will you listen to every single word that I say to you
Or will you talk over me because what you have to say is more important

Will you take me in your arms and dry my tears
Or will you just let me drowned in my own sorrow

Will you love me for ever and always
How long before you grow tired of me too