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3.1k · Nov 2012
Moments of Despair
Christine Nov 2012
Fear Closes in, Shadows become darker.
My life is full of disappointment and despair.

The sun no longer shines for me,
Its been missing for some time.
I feel like I am paying for someone else's crime.

I wake up in the morning,
feeling as tired as wehn I went to sleep.
Every part of my body hurts
As I lay here and weep.

What do you do when you feel this way?
When you no longer want to try,
When everything inside of you wants to give up and die?

Night turns to day and day turns to night,
And every second I am slipping,
Wanting to give up this never ending fight.
1.9k · Nov 2012
The ABC'S of a Broken Heart
Christine Nov 2012
Assaulted once again,
Betrayed by the ones she loved,
Consumed with utter sadness,
Dehumanized in every way.
Embarrassed by what they made her do,
Fearful that there's more to come,
Heartbroken and humiliated,
Inadequate in all she does.
****** around with such great force,
Kept quiet with threats of death,
Laughed at as she cries in pain,
Mistreated and manipulated
One broken heart left on display.
Pain they left within their wake,
Robbed of all her happiness,
Scared to trust again.
Trapped within their shadow,
Uncertain of my fate,
Victimized for the final time,
Worthless mindset overcome.
X'd out all the lies you told me,
Yearning for all that I deserve,
Zeroed out of my heart forever, as I take my final stand and finally leave today.
489 · Nov 2012
Just Be Quiet
Christine Nov 2012
Just be quiet,
Don't make a single sound.
Close your eyes, don't look at me
Get ready, this is really going to hurt.

Just be quiet,
As I strangle you, with my hands around your neck
Stop struggling, your only hurting yourself

Just be quiet,
Stop fighting with me, you're never going to win.

Just be quiet,
I am almost done
Get ready, here it comes
Oh my God! that feels so good

Just be quiet,
Don't tell a single soul
Because no one will believe you anyways
So hush now, you're okay.

— The End —