the stress is at its peek
where will the rock fall
in the lake or on the ground
how will the story
continue or end
all of us are never ending universes of emotions
that grow bigger and bigger and bigger
until it consumes us whole
like the monsters in our dreams
we have a taken a hit
but will we survive the next?
the never ending waves of emotions
that grow bigger and bigger and bigger
ask me how do you survive
i don't know
watch your mother strong but weak
watch you father scared to tears
watch your siblings in the hands of anxiety
how can you handle to watch?
I DON'T KNOW!
the thoughts grow
bigger
and
bigger
and
bigger
but its okay because I will get trough this
where ever the rock falls
I will get trough this
I will survive

don't let me go
away
don't let me slip
away
don't let me fall
away
don't let me drown
away
don't let them put me
away
don't let me disappear
away
far
away
into
the dark

madness?
where are you?
where did you go?
there you are
my sweet darling
so warm so soft
yet so cold and hurtful
hey don't ignore me
please don't leave me
where did you go?
where are you?
madness?

She observes
but cannot speak
she discovers
but cannot reveal  
secrets found dying to be told
such power in her hold
but she cannot use it
she cannot speak it
she cannot hear it
she cannot feel it
she cannot live it