Wasted
before I'd even tasted
Knowing
just not going
Trapped
Although
it all seemed mapped

Unable
was it all
just another fable?
Alone
and very much grown

A shell
in an oceanless hell
Tired
even while wired.

Unhappy
Since birth
Life has been ******
Existing while
also resisting

Cold
just craving a
Lover to hold
Done
over before
I have begun

YOU KNOW
Spun!!

I pay
as beneath the earth
you lay
I fight to survive
from day to day
as your bones decay
and i pay

I pay no matter how
much to GOD I pray
I still Pay

Everyday i live
I pay
No matter where I stay
everyday I pay