I've always been told I'm worthless. That I'll never amount to anything
I always thought maybe I'd change that.And grow up to who I wanted to be.
But then you can around and confirmed it. Told me everything they already had
And in my mind I guess I gave up. And planted my seed away as it being bad.
I let you treat me like the **** I was. Broken and crumpled upon your floor
I held in the tears and the cries all night. But now it's time for no more.
I'm not the child I used to be, I'm a woman who is strong and true
No more will you beat and **** me. I am steel through and through.

You make me smile, and make me laugh
No matter my day, its worth the path
A chance to talk to you, every day
makes living my life, pretty okay
There's only one problem, it's pretty bad
You're not mine to love,not mine to have
I'm already taken and you're so far away
But I pray that you'll be mine. Someday.

I'm lost yet I'm here, screaming without sound
Blind to this world, yet I see it all around
Why can you not hear me, as I scream out your name
Yet you go about your life, like it's all the same.
Stop, look at me, please, don't look down
Please can you listen, I need to be found
Help me I'm lost, My words make no sound
I plead for your eyes, but never are they found.

Somehow I'm lost in your words and your phrases
Words that haven't lost meaning even through the ages
I love you is simple and can mean quite a lot
But it's such a used phrases it's a long shot
But with you when you say it I can't help but know
That the age or the usage doesn't quite show
The words come alive and play through your eyes
And I know when you say it there are no lies
So tell me again how you love me just so
Because I always want you to let me know.

This darkness is over bearing I'm clawing just to stay true
The air is so lacking I struggle to gasp my way through.
You promised you're faith, you'd find me somehow
Where did you go I'm reaching for you now
Yet all that I grasp are thorns in these weeds
Ripping through me as you watch me bleed
I'm falling now into this dark, the world unknown
Falling into the darkness, where the weeds are sowen .

It's a strange feeling, with the wind in your hair
The drop of your stomach as you gasp for air
Is this going to be it, the end of all days?
But you can't really think, your mind is a haze
You watch the blurs of colors as they pass
Watch your impending doom It never hurt less
You don't think of the past, or anything at all
You just take it all in, the beauty of the fall.

Hatred is what I feel
Not for you, or for him, but for me
I hate what I've done
I hate who I am. I hate who I might turn out to be.