The beginning of April wasn't the best,
I can’t say much better about the rest,
I didn't do much,
Just moped around and such,
Then the tables slightly turned,
Boxes being packed and bridges being burned,
I’m leaving this God forsaken place,
Speeding my life here to a hurried pace,
I guess I’ll miss all the good times here,
But the way people are is now becoming clear,
I've waited for this for hours and hours,
I guess you could say April Showers Bring May Flowers.

I'm screaming in my head and crying in my heart,
I'm ripping myself apart,
Sure my face seems to tell you "I'm alright",
But the truth is I cry myself to sleep at night,
And its all because I miss you so,
Oh why did you have to go?

I kneel here at your grave,
Crying, praying, watching, waiting,
For some kind of sign,
For some kind of signal,
That will tell me you're alright,
That will help me sleep tonight,
To put my heart at rest,
And my mind at peace,
To tell me,
Why you had to go.

As I lay here in my bed,
I can't seem to get this in my head,
The loss of you puts my heart in pain,
Without you life won't be the same,
I hug your Tigger tight,
As I start to cry I think,
"why did you have to go?"