Two brightly lit ***** of stars
Glowing into my own eyes
The smoke of passing cars
Rises into the night skies

The orbs return, and I pause
It’s nice to feel it’s presence again
I reflect on the feeling it could cause
Strips me of my worries and all my sin

Don’t make me think of how I’ve lost
Now I am saving this for another dream
Light returns, and I wonder about the cost
Maybe That’s how things are meant to seem

I don’t want to see things your way
I’d rather be six feet under the dirt
I don’t want to be okay
Save myself from all of this hurt
Once again, I’m ready to die
Take my breath with a final sigh

Death is a currency that always pays
I don’t want to see tomorrow
I live in the past, the passing days
I don’t know which voice to follow
My own or the ones in my head
Take my breath and leave me for dead

Hanging from the branches of the oak tree
I live, as I die slowly every second
When I am dead, When I am gone, you may see
That the king only sent out this peasant,
To fail at everything that he was put up to
Take my breath, as I have always wanted to do

You’re inarguably beautiful
In every aspect of the word
And my wording is very crucial
Presentation must not be slurred
For you are becoming my fall
A real woman, not a plastic doll

You care, you care, not many still do
I guess that adds to the beauty within
And in truth, I must say, I really like you
I’m afraid of rejection, as I’ve always been
But you’re worth the jump across these worlds
And talking to you, has created these swirls

Within all of this I must not deny
That you’re the epitome of wow
You created hope for a boy, so shy
Describing you, my words just wont allow
Because you’re beyond the words I speak
Just know you gave light, to my world once so bleak