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a connotation of infinity
sharpens the temporal splendor of this night

when souls which have forgot frivolity
in lowliness,noting the fatal flight
of worlds whereto this earth’s a hurled dream

down eager avenues of lifelessness

consider for how much themselves shall gleam,
in the poised radiance of perpetualness.
When what’s in velvet beyond doomed thought

is like a woman amorous to be known;
and man,whose here is alway worse than naught,
feels the tremendous yonder for his own—

on such a night the sea through her blind miles

of crumbling silence seriously smiles
Christian Bowman Jul 2014
I've been stuck inside a maze
with no easy way to see
and
if i could light this fire
then just maybe I could leave

There are moments when my efforts win
down crumbles my borders
I'll take a step and then the next moment the path becomes

a corner.  

                      I don't know how I got here

and its scary to believe
that I tricked myself to coming
making me my own worst enemy
I lost all of my memories
but I will not forget  
how it feels to not remember that an outside world exists.

Tomorrow's never promised
Yesterday has passed
haven't kept up with the present
and nobody's ever asked
the last time i made the rash decision not to think
I took all my common sense
                                                 and I
                                                         poured
                                                                      it
                                                                      in
                                                                         a drink


See I don't know how I got here



but one thing is for sure
all my thoughts are corrupted but
Reality is pure
these labyrinth walls whisper
but what's really in my ear
screams
"the only way to exit is to realize you are here"
A poem I wrote in the midst of my psychosis and the peak of my anxiety.  Enjoy!

— The End —