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Feb 2011 · 674
Cloud Nine
christa coburn Feb 2011
I aint fakin out on this,
Just wait till I go slit my wrist,
****** ******* got me ******.
I'ts time for you to pay your time,
You pushed the limits took what's mine.
Then sit there like it's supposed to be fine,
Don't need you wastin all my time.
Feels just like a ****** crime,
I'm done with you time to resign,
Never again will I be on cloud nine.
Feb 2011 · 811
Broken Pride
christa coburn Feb 2011
I just can't seen to forget you,
being lost in what I thought I knew.
Trying to hold back on what we had,
gettin ****** up on hidin the sad.
The things you did,
they make me so mad.
You knew what would happen,
but risked what we had.
Now look at what I've become,
not knowin who I really am.
Sick and tired of gettin slammed,
when it isn't worth the extra hand.
I see right through you ****** *******,
that try to run and hide.
Don't show up if all you have,
is strands of broken pride.
You lost your chance to prove yourself,
I'm takin all your love and wealth.
Throwin it away and crushin you down,
'cause I dont care about your ****** health.
Feb 2011 · 768
A Final Goodnight
christa coburn Feb 2011
Baby something has to be done here,
or I might as well just burn.
'Cause everytime I think about you,
my stomach completely turns.
I'm falling into a twisted dream,
where your love is filled with pain.
Making tears roll down my cheeks,
as if it were pouring rain.
You take me in your arms,
and sqeeze me very tight.
You tell me you'll never leave me,
and that everything will be alright.
But we both know what happens next,
even though this came unplanned.
We can get through this together,
taking life in with an extra hand.
To show each other there's more to us,
that the little bit of lust.
That's getting us further into time,
slowly striping our unsolved trust.
But this is more than just a fatal mark,
that doesn't last through life.
We can make it through an eternity,
if we learn how to make a sacrafice.
Baby I'm hanging on to you with all,
and I'm never letting go.
You can break my heart a million times,
but our love will still fatally grow.
It's never gonna be enough,
to take me away from the truth.
'Cause everything I'm looking for,
is held deep inside of you.
I can see the pain in your eyes,
that pulls us apart more and more.
But we'll get through this horrid day,
by finding another open door.
I know thongs don't always turn out right,
but todays just another day.
So look back at what happend,
and remember you were the one to say.
"Baby I know things like this happen,
and all you want to do is die.
But when it comes to thinking like that,
just look up at the sky.
I'm the star that shines upon your heart,
making sure you're doing alright.
And I let the moonlight take its toll,
as I kiss your lips for a final goodnight."
Jun 2010 · 585
Today's The Day
christa coburn Jun 2010
I couldn't believe my eyes,
as I watched him walk away.
He had to leave for the army,
and today happened to be the day.
I didn't think it would hurt this much,
just to watch him go.
It bothers me more than anything,
to miss my big bro.
I don't know when he's coming back,
but I hope it's not long.
Because everytime I think about it,
it feels like somethings wrong.
I don't know what's going to happen,
though I know he's going to be okay.
Because no matter what he comes across,
he'll still make it through everyday.
Jun 2010 · 437
Goodbye
christa coburn Jun 2010
Last night you told me you loved me,
but I never said it back.
It just didn't seem right for me,
with all the love that we lack.
I don't know how to tell you this,
but I don't think we belong.
All the feelings I thought we had,
well I guess we were wrong.
Everything you've said to me,
I found out was a lie.
So as much as it hurts to do this,
it's time to say goodbye.
I'm not doing this for me ***,
I'm doing this for you.
But I guess that's what you get,
for trying to tell me your lies were true.
Jun 2010 · 1.5k
Everytime You Call Me
christa coburn Jun 2010
Everytime you call me,
I hear the same old ring.
Instantly I smile.
as I listen to you sing.

Everytime you call me,
I feel the same old shame.
To hear your voice once again,
brings back hurtful pain.

Everytime you call me,
I see another open door.
behind the door are old memories,
that make me miss you even more.

Everytime you call me,
I make a bad mistake.
I fall for you once again,
with a chance I'm willing to take.

Everytime you call me,
I hurt another friend.
So when it comes to loving you,
it's my friends I must defend.
Jun 2010 · 669
My Final Decision
christa coburn Jun 2010
Whenever you are near me,
you bring a smile to my heart.
Suddenly I feel free,
until we have to part.
I wish that you could stay with me,
and never leave my side.
I want to show my feelings to you,
but instead they have to hide.
I don't ever want to let you go,
though I know I should.
Leaving you is the better choice,
but if only I could.
It's like my heart is trapped inside,
your hurtful prison wall.
The pain keeps coming and going,
as I watch you feel nothing at all.
But now I've made my final decision,
even though this went by so fast.
I've decided to move on with life,
and happily leave you in the past.
Jun 2010 · 582
Suicide Game
christa coburn Jun 2010
She never thought it would come to this,
even though what he said was true.
She didnt think he'd do it,
so she left him in the blue.

The feelings she had felt for him,
were hidden everyday.
She took a chance to see the truth,
and now he gave his life away.

People say it was a sad mistake,
though the guilt and pain stays the same.
She can see it now and understand,
shes just become part of his suicide game.
Jun 2010 · 4.4k
Cold-hearted Truth
christa coburn Jun 2010
There's something in the way,
it's stopping me from leaving.
All the pain is building up,
why can't I just stop breathing?

I've used up all my strength,
now I cannot move.
For I am stuck here forver,
why must I lose?

Everything you said to me,
is coming out from the past.
I remember it all so clearly,
why did it have to end so fast?

I didn't see this coming,
for you left me with no clue.
And since I'm stuck here forever,
I'm left with the cold-hearted truth.

— The End —