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ChrissySue Dec 2012
A portion of me is gone
Just like that
My light snuffed out
But heres one thing you need to know
Im not gonna be okay
For a long time
But the day I am
Im forgetting you
But not what we had
Or the things you taught me
Just how it felt so bad
To lose a whole part of me
When all you hold dear can be gone in the blink of an eye
And you don’t really know why
All I can tell you is to
Truly appreciate that person
Who taught you to open
And let them in
But when the winds of change come whispering through
Time will do to you
What ive found done to me
Ive heard people say love dies
But I never believed it
Until he told me
His had
Yet mine still lies
Broken
Many times ive tried to close my eyes
Tonight
But each time your face appears
Taunting
Haunting
Killing me inside
I will cry a thousand tears
But still I wish to say
Thank you my dear
I will move on and find new happiness somewhere else
With someone else
I am sorry I could not give you
What you needed to be happy
People say time heals all wounds
Lets see
ChrissySue Dec 2012
You knew at the beginning she was looking for more than you could give
But you let her jump anyways knowing that she’d fall
As she leeped you stretched out your arms giving her false hope
A smile like no other you’d seen on her face
But in a second you wiped it out of place
Her hands grasped out for yours
In a split second decision you snapped your hands back
Watching her fall
And now that’s all you can do
Sitting there watching her fall
Seeing the promising woman you took from her
Reverting her back to that insecure little girl
She once was a long time ago
You look deep into her eyes as she falls
You realize it wasn't worth it all
To lose someone like her
Now you beg for her to come back
Understanding the mistake you've made
But the future is unknowing
So there is no knowing if you can undo what you've done
Can you imagine a lifetime without her
Her laughter will no longer ring in your ears
You won’t be able to see that sparkle in her eyes
Are you really sure you want to build her up on your unstable lies…
ChrissySue Dec 2012
Lines have been crossed
That I thought I would never pass over
Things ive done in the name of it all
But was it worth it
I am not so sure anymore
Finding who I am anymore seems impossible
But now that I know im better than the people I was born from
Than the dark skeletons laying in my past
Than you made me out to be
We all know the way to our downfall
If they see it in me just walk on by
No one stopping
They all know Ill beat it
So they leave me be
Darkness creeping in every corner I see
Trying to find me
Coming to my dreams haunting me
Fighting back with every ounce of will I have
Its just what ive always done
Never a minute to break from the evil seeking me
But as it tries to seep into every pore of me
I think
I will not become what you made me out to be
Im better than this
Im better than you thought I was
My dark skeletons will have to reside
In their dark graves for a very long time
Before they take what will be left of me
After I finish fighting
ChrissySue Dec 2012
And with his final good-bye to his love, so long after her death.
He then reached into his worn, ragged pocket and with his ***** and soiled hands he
pulled out his wallet.
A possession he no longer had the need for in this unruly and dead world.
He slowly and gently opened it and within it lay the only possession it carried inside.
A picture of her loving face.
A reminder of what once was.
He leaned far over the edge of the looming, empty causeway and looked down in the
dark nothingness that lay below him.
He once again longingly looked at the picture of the woman he had once loved
And slowly his grasp on the wallet loosened, then finally the wallet fell to the bottom of what
was nothing.
As it fell he slowly felt himself breaking free from the bond that once was there but had
died long ago.  
And lastly he reached to his hand where a dimmed gold ring sat upon his withered
finger.
He gently twisted it off, and in a movement that felt as if he were dipping his hand in
molasses, he laid the ring tenderly upon the edge of the causeway.
With resentment and regret he pushed the ring off the edge, trying to forever banish
her from his mind.
The he looked upon the darkened ashy sky, and with such weight upon his soul and
heart he turned towards the long road ahead of him and walked on into the
nothingness that was to be his life.
ChrissySue Dec 2012
Theres a light hidden somewhere
I swore I knew it once upon a time
At least I thought there was
Someone told me that, that light was Hope
I hear you can find that light in young children still
But I hope those children grow up better than I
I watched one day as that light was torn from my heart
Torn from my soul
By this harsh cruel world
Surviving this life with that light is a feat
Someday I plan to find my light again
One day an elderly man told a little girl
The world’s a cold dark place,
But it doesn’t have to be that way
It can be beautiful as long as you keep that light
The one In your heart alive
I am that little girl
But I foolishly gave my light to someone else
And they demolished it
Maybe someday
Somewhere
Someone will replenish it
ChrissySue Dec 2012
It’s a long winding road,
This life we all walk in
My path has become deteriorated
I can no longer see my road ahead of me
So through the extreme and rough off road trails ill travel  
There is no more saving me
Im a lost soul
Among many I may walk
But completely alone i think to find myself
Sorrow is sown into my soul
Hope has been lost
Fiercely looking within myself to find it
This is not who I am
But it is who I’ve grown to be
I’ve found many things are a lie
Soon I’ll see my reality
And find that all along I was completely alone
I shall run off to the far seas
Immerse my frail body into the depths of the cold
The taste of the salt upon my tongue will be welcomed
As I breathe my last breath of air my head will go beneath the surface
And there I shall find the eternal peace
The peace I’ve been desperately looking for all my life
This life I live may be a lie
But there was never a truth to begin with
ChrissySue Dec 2012
I want someone to come chasing me through tall forests filled with fog
Someone whos arms wrap around me tightly as if they’ll never let me go
Take me away
Just please if you love me
take me away today
Finding the strength to go on was hardest to do I thought
But then I found you
And ive found breathing around you
Near impossible
You take my hand so easily
Not knowing what it does to me
So take me away in your mind today
Engulfing me in your scent
Making every moment I ever spent before you
A far distant nightmare
Dance with me in the moonlight
Tell me Im you’re princess
We can run away as long as you say
That you will be mine
Please say you’ll be mine
There you stand a crooked grin and an open hand
Leaning in toward me
I never thought I’d be the one that needed saving
Make me laugh a thousand times in a day
All my dark thoughts fade away
Please just make sure you’re here to stay
I don’t think my heart could take it
If another walked away
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