Chris O'Brien: Favorites

i am not strong.*

i smell like strange girls and strange places
and a strange boys lips brand my cut thighs.

i know not who i am, and i have lost all control.

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

9:49 am

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

Taylor

9:49 am

spending each day on the verge of tears takes its toll.

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

9:26 am

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

Taylor

9:26 am

wishing i tasted of something other than cherries and sin.

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

9:01 am

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

Taylor

9:01 am

if i had wings, you broke them.

like you broke me.

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

nobody wants the truth

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

Taylor

nobody wants the truth

everyone asks what's wrong, but *what do you say when the answer is nearly everything?

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

please understand

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

Taylor

please understand

that this violent person is not me, and you have turned me into a beast.

now i must stay away for whatever is left of my sanity.

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

9:37 pm (my hands are shaking)

May 2014 Chris O'Brien

Taylor

9:37 pm (my hands are shaking)

you made the near-constant chatter in my head stop, but now you are gone and all i hear is *screaming.

your arms put me at ease and now i have been replaced and i want to break them.