In the dark of the night I think about your love.
Everyday in the light I think about your love.
You don't know how you saved me.
From the darkness and suicide.
You showed me the most beautiful side of life.
I don't know what led me to you but I don't care who sees and I am forever thankful. The only thing that is frustrating now is that you don't know how you saved me. So I will continue to show my gratitude. Maybe one day you'll get how much I love you.

Dr. Pepper and memories of you.

I really should stay away from boys like you.

Who take me to their rooms and don't go anywhere near the bed, just put their arm around me and tell me about themselves. Who touch my cheek and look at me for a moment when they talk about things they love.

The beautiful, innocent ones with stars in their eyes. Who introduce me to their parents and hold my hand and hold me and don't try anything in the dark.

Boys who I really, really don't deserve, who eventually see that for themselves and leave, taking a piece of my heart with them.

Boys like you, honey.

It's almost as if all of the pain went straight to my hair. When I shedded my hair it's like I shedded the pain. Now I feel free and reborn and ready to do this thing called life.

All was lost you came to my rescue.

The happy go lucky, smart, and full of life person has died because you slit his throat with you sword-like tongue. Now the only thing  to do is become a new person. So, RIP old me.

The smile you gave me when we first met was a lie. Now that you've hurt me beyond repair you give me that smile once again. So, was the first smile just a warning signal?