I've seen the dismay of horror as she slowly drifte away.
I've felt the pain and anguish as her eye's went blank
I saw the pain and stood by and laughed
I heard her cry's for help but pretended i was deaf
I watched her fall in love  with him  i saw his love for her
I lost it all for them and gained nothing in return

Ashtray full of butts
Lighteers empty as ****
Bottles cludder my room
Clothes scattered around
My music is the only sound
Art that id like to burn down
Oh the simple pleasures


My mind is stuck in a daze
Havent showered in days
Smell like **** just a bit
But what the  point when you stuck in you own haze
A flannle and sweats that my sundays best

Why are people so jaded?
If we tread these waters we will soon fade.
With in my mind i know im the unknown kind.
Im alittle different then the rest of you
My thoughts are alway in overdrive
While your still stuck in first.
I think in circles never leting you know
I have the answer never leting you all know
I am no one just a silent voice
That falls on deaf ears

The greatest pleasures in life are simple

The things you search for and never find

Happiness is my only goal

Moving through life unknowing of what the future may hold

The never ending journey through life is  amazing

Even without you by my side

I will conquer my faults nd become a lively soul once again

To walk down the unbeaten path

Ill make my own way with out help from a soul

I have turn from my evil ways and walk in to the light becoming new once agian

Excited for my future

My life was a tragedy day after day page after page

But the rest of my pages are blank so lets turn it in to a comedy

Sealing chapters one through eighteen in my past

Live everyday for today and maybe alittle for tomorrow

Roll with what comes my way

Blind and bind myself from evil

Help every soul possible

Make something of myself

The new me will never be forgotten

The old me is locked away never to return

Good will always prevail

In every-ones heart they know this

Is the world ready for this are they ready for the revolution of me

I want to help everyone know what i know just be happy never turn back to dispare, heartache and misery

Never give in to the evil within

there's a battle going on with in
every one knows what i mean
it's a battle that goes unseen
its a battle we all can win

revolt from your wicked ways my son
your path has yet been carved
you will never have to run
this is the last crusade

said the mother to her son
life is to short to waste
no more running
no more sorrow

look to the sky for your insipration
look to the ground for your hope
look to the sea to catch your tears in a time of need
feel for the wind for that is  my loving embrace