I hope you read this, its for you after all, T
I dont know where to begin, but you said you liked my poetry so Ill make one. I love you, you're my world. If I lost you id lose myself to be honest. You're what keeps me intact darling, you're my sanity... but im not sure if you feel the same anymore. The love we shared was like none ive never experienced, you were foreign to me baby, but I liked it. You're one that I'll never ever forget, I wanted to cry but im still unable, the conversation we had made me sure you're falling out of love with me. ****. Getting a little watery. Theres a weight on my heart, I dont know what to do, ive annoyed you havent I. Im sorry. I wanna enjoy the time we have left together. although its not evident, Im forever greatful to you. You've built me back up from a rubble the rest made, im thankful, thank you. I wanted to do the same for you. Did I do it? Who knows. I just want you by my side. Its like im a dam right now being held together by a band-aid. Im sorry if ive made you upset, it wasnt my intentions. I dont know what else to say. Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry. I couldnt give you the world. Im sorry. I not perfect. Im sorry. Im an emotional wreck. IM sorry. I could barely provide for the woman I love. IM SORRY. Im genuinely upset. Im scared of what'll happen. I dont want us to break up. I dont want us to break up on bad terms. I called you my Queen, you called me you King. We were perfect, it seems all we do now is get upset with each other. We havent felt the tender kiss of each other for seven days. We barely even hug anymore. The distance is growing. Guess thats what the dream meant.