Chloe Cresse

Chloe Cresse Oct 2013

Your eyes are like angel's eyes.
When I look in them I die.
My mind goes blank.
Then suddenly, my heart sank.
I can't have you, you're beyond my reach.
I'll never have you no matter what actions or speech.
You can stop time with a glimpse of that stunning smile.
But instead of a glimpse can I get a while?
Darling, you're an angel and I'm an unwanted demon...
So while you walk by me, I'll keep dreaming...

This came to my mind while messaging my lovely best friend, Blaise Caldwell. Go look at her poetry! She is truly talented :)

Chloe Cresse Sep 2013

You Are Not Here.

....8 Months....
The feeling of loss and regret sweeps over me again
The thought of your stunning smile makes me miss you even more
The fact that you are not here.... Oh, my darling... You Are Not Here.

My Purple Winged Angel with flawless perfection
The judgement got to you
The remarks circled in your mind
Thinking of ways to get away
And you finally decided.
8 months ago on this very day.

Oh, how I miss you and the welcoming hello I received every morning
...at least an angel hears that hello every dawn....
I never forgot you
and never will.
But I can't believe someone broke your strong power of will

My Purple Winged Angel
8 Months Ago
You Decided To Leave
8 Months Ago
I Couldn't Believe
You Are Not Here
My Flawless Angel
......you are not here......

Dedicated to Victoria Wallace.
It's been 8 months since you left and I still have a problem believing you are gone. You were SO beautiful and SO talented, you had a glorious future ahead of you... But now you have a glorious view of Heaven... After hearing of your suicidal decision I went into a state of shock and that's how I feel right now and every other 25th day... I miss you so much and love you until the end of time <3 Stay Strong My Purple Winged Angel

Chloe Cresse Sep 2013

Can We Live like This Forever My Dear?

Every time I close my eyes I see a glimpse of staggering virtue
Your beauty and passion is the thing I dream to pursue
Your amazing grace and flawless laugh
Is the one thing I can never seem to grasp
Behold the tidal wave of fear
But I need not shed a tear
Because my dear, you are near.

Imagine our troubles and sorrows being as light as feathers
We would never have to deal with depression, loss, and peer pressure
We would be young and youthful and live our wildest dreams
Blocking out the ignorant screams
Our nightmares would burn down into ashes on sand
Like invincible brick walls we stand
Blocking bullies hand in hand

Ignorant fools is what we'll look like when we dance around
They think we're crazy? Good. Let them surround.
With the angels, we'll stroll on cloud 9
Right then I'll be claimed yours and you'll be claimed mine
I promise, it was love at first glance.
Please. Give me a few more minutes before I wake from this faultless trance.

"But you just have to realize if he or she laughs at your silly mistakes then they do not deserve the beautiful and pure hearted you. If they can't accept you, that's their loss not yours. You have to remember although you don't know it someone out there is dreaming of you, thinking of you, and thinking of ways to say hi to you. Although that person may not be who you expected it to be, it is still someone who loves and cares for you." -Me :) Just another quote by me to help y'all through this hell we call life <3

Chloe Cresse Sep 2013

....i love you....

What is love?
Love is understanding
Love is supporting
Love is forgiving
Love is relentless

Love is helping the one you gave your heart to through anything
Love is seeing the beauty in everything she does or says
Love is wanting to be yours
Love is boundless.

Love is never underestimating their self esteem
Love is not even thinking of damaging their fragile heart
Love is to be taken seriously
Love is respect.

Love is to always have a flame and never give into the ashes
Love is to never let the trees settle down after a wind storm
Love is to never let one get frightened
Love is to care for.

Our world says I Love You out of context more than often
We should only use I Love You when we mean it
When we trust each other
Then we can say
......i love you....

Chloe Cresse Sep 2013

Let's Run Until Our Youth Wears Off

Let's Go.
Let's go make memories we'll never forget
Let's go chase our dreams
Let's go make fools of out ourselves
Let's run until our youth wears off

We can prove ourselves to be loyal, beautiful, respectful, bold, and fierce
****** maniacs
We will be those girls who don't care what people think about them
We will be the girls who care for others we love
We will be those girls who will succeed.

Who told us to start growing up?
Who demanded we stop living?
Who wants to steal our youth?
Those demands are pointless.

Because us girls who,
MAKE MEMORIES
CHASE DREAMS,
EMBARRASS OURSELVES,
PROVE OURSELVES,
DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK,
CARE FOR THE PEOPLE WE LOVE,
AND SUCCEED,
will make ourselves invincible.

And We Will Run Until Our Youth Wears Off.

This poem is for my stunning best friends Blaise, Joanna, Emily, and Caroline. Those girls know everything there is to know about me. They are beautiful, trustworthy, supporting, crazy, amazing, and fearless. They understand me and accept me. I love them with all my beaten and tattered heart.... So my four and only Quack Pack Ducklings ;) Let's Run Until Our Youth Runs Off <3

Chloe Cresse Sep 2013

Is This Love or Fragile Hope?

Why must I be so in love with you?
Every thing I do brings back the depressingly lovely
thoughts of you.
Maybe it's the nonchalant way you smile when you see me
Or maybe the way your forest deep eyes gleam when you read my poem
Or maybe it's just God's way of perfection.

I'm sure I could become an Olympic Track runner after sprinting down the halls everyday
Just so I can stand next to you...
The way you laugh at my silly gestures brings joy into my compressed heart
The way you draw illustrations for my poem about depression makes me wonder
why did I ever write those when my cure is right in front of me?

If you only knew how much I smiled, cried, thought, and dreamed of this one text from you
Maybe then you'll understand
"...But you can call me your Batman..."
You would be my superhero.
My knight in shining armor.
My protection. My warmth. My security.
My First Love.

Maybe. Just Maybe.
This is God's idea of perfection.

You have no idea. You have no idea how many emotions you have brought upon me. You have no idea how much I want to feel your comforting arms around me. You have no idea how much I hope for a "Good Morning Beautiful" text from you. You have no idea how many times my friends have heard the same stories about you again and again and again. You have no idea how much of an impact you are in my life. If I ever lost you, my poems would have no meaning. I wouldn't have met you, I would never have felt love....

P.S. Before I met you, my poems have all been about hate, depression, and loneliness. The first poem I wrote about you was my first "happy" poem... You changed me and my life forever.... <3

Chloe Cresse Sep 2013

Elements.

Like looking through an ocean.
There's multiple things blocking me from you
Other fish wanting your attention
Pollutants causing problems in the space between us
Are my tears causing a thin layer of ocean also?

Baby, if I built you a mountain
Would you climb it to look towards the west
To look at me?
Or would you loose control and look east
Away from me?

Like Smoke.
The air between us is thick
but could be thin without carelessness
I would crawl through the smoke to make my way towards you
Would you be there to meet me?

Fire.
Every time I dare glance your way
A wildfire of emotion starts
Taking initiative
Every time I dare glance at you...

I'm in love.