one step one day

love's ecstasy,
a roadkill
losing itself
in the rearview,
in a zombified sway

one day one step

stuttered thrive,
now you will,
now you won't,
oh but the horizon
is a watercolour
and you hold a rainbow
on a string

one step one day

one night
all the way,
you know it,
its lava bubbling,
hollowed in black

one day one step

nothing lays ahead
and it doesn't matter,
your mumbling
was meant to be,
childish like,
learning to walk
failing the fall

one step one day

like the house
upon a dune,
dawning in the arms
of a salty sea windy,
a hoarsy rust
foreclosing the ways
inside, a home of
a hoarder, yet
a would-be-minimalist,
kind of a patine,
riddling scratches
of drifters.

sometimes you learn.

when you grow old,
yes,
sometimes you learn.

or maybe
you remember
best.

anyway.

sometime,
you'll fall
in love
one last time.

hopelessly,
naturally,
but forever.

i gift you
words
and appear,
naked,
in front of you,
fearing.

wearing out monologues.

a window.
shattered, the street.

starless night.

took that train,
just had to,
took the steps
on my free will
or whatever
and jumped in.

what a ride,
i tell you,
what a ride.

but dizziness
is just a blur
and that's why
i'm erasing
the bridge,
ahead.

skipping a heart beat
seemingly you,
there, in the crowd

the lightness
of a possiblity
to live,
to hold on

watching kids,
their eyes
tying of shoe laces.
reading the first word ever.
trusting a friendly hand.

dreaming,
of home,
everybody’s there
coloured motion,
disclosing bygones
in now lands

not to cry
when realising
the ephemeral
unreality of hoping

06.05.2016