Back in that day
When all i could do is to stare
Looking up where you sing
In the church i was just looking
Curious on who you are
Seems like you're thinking too far
How could i ever talk to you
When i'm just someone you never knew
Thursdays and Sundays
Those are my only chances
To have stolen glance with you
And dig what's there within you
Years have passed
I never even got a chance
To say hi nor hello
Even a smile is hard to do
Now, a man you've become
Confuse but firm and sound
And me, i'm here
Having a life with fear
You came at my weakest
Waking me up in this madness
Now you know how much im wasted
Curled up and dreaded
Rarely i talk about my life
But why its easy with you to start
Dark stories i have or had
How could i tell you with out a doubt
Everyday i'm liking you more and more
You make me happy and afraid i cant control
This feeling that started with a stare
Back in the days when i dont even care
I wonder how playful life could ever be
Thinking there could never be you and me
We both have plans we need to start
A self commitment we should never depart
I've thought that meeting you is my luck
But knowing you is more than that
Though everything may seem blur
A blessing, that's what you are....
For someone i admire in the church back in high school ^^, 9 years or so of just staring and now, i got the chance to talk to him unfortunately he has his thing to be done and i have my plans too, sometimes i wonder why he came in my life in the most unexpected time but then im thankful still cause he's giving me reason to smile..... i know it may last soon so im just embracing this chance of talking to him on the phone with out seeing him in person.... thank you for being there ^^,