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1.6k · Mar 2013
Stare
Back in that day
When all i could do is to stare
Looking up where you sing
In the church i was just looking

Curious on who you are
Seems like you're thinking too far
How could i ever talk to you
When i'm just someone you never knew

Thursdays and Sundays
Those are my only chances
To have stolen glance with you
And dig what's there within you

Years have passed
I never even got a chance
To say hi nor hello
Even a smile is hard to do

Now, a man you've become
Confuse but firm and sound
And me, i'm here
Having a life with fear

You came at my weakest
Waking me up in this madness
Now you know how much im wasted
Curled up and dreaded

Rarely i talk about my life
But why its easy with you to start
Dark stories i have or had
How could i tell you with out a doubt

Everyday i'm liking you more and more
You make me happy and afraid i cant control
This feeling that started with a stare
Back in the days when i dont even care

I wonder how playful life could ever be
Thinking there could never be you and me
We both have plans we need to start
A self commitment we should never depart

I've thought that meeting you is my luck
But knowing you is more than that
Though everything may seem blur
A blessing, that's what you are....
For someone i admire in the church back in high school ^^, 9 years or so of just staring and now, i got the chance to talk to him unfortunately he has his thing to be done and i have my plans too, sometimes i wonder why he came in my life in the most unexpected time but then im thankful still cause he's giving me reason to smile..... i know it may last soon so im just embracing this chance of talking to him on the phone with out seeing him in person.... thank you for being there ^^,
1.2k · Mar 2013
Betrayed
In a blink you've changed
Made me broken and damaged
Your love that is temporary
Was it true or fantasy?

For what are the roses?
If you'd leave me with its thorn?
For what are your words?
If you can't put them in action?

How could you look at my eyes?
When all you've said were lies?
How could you kiss me?
When in your mind there is somebody?

I wanted to ask you why?
But I'm scared you might lie
I may let you hurt me again
And left me with a burden

Everyday i wished i was just dreaming
Everyday i hoped You'd be coming
Those days were the darkest
I can't even see a ray of happiness

I wish you peace and joy with her
Hoping she'll not leave you sooner
Cause to be left is the hardest
Feeling nothing but worthless
The hardest :( i just hope he dared to tell the truth
730 · Mar 2013
Were you even real?
That first kiss you've given
Soft, warm, touch of heaven
You're hand touches my hair
Daydreaming i know its in the air

How my longing heart yearns
For that love i craved but burns...

That last night i've spent with you
I remember how you said "iloveyou"
Those comforting lies i believe in
Crossing from my ear beneath my heart that is bleeding...

You kissed my lips and i made my brows frown
You kissed my neck knowing it will turn me down

I kissed you back with full of love
My eyes cries just how my heart cracks
How i feel you're no longer the man i love
But i still let my self be dumb and numb...

The warmth of my love reaches you no more
That cold heart of yours embraces the room with down humor...

How could it be that fast?
The love that i thought will never last
Soothing lies that i heard from you
In my crooked road you came with i do....

I wanted to ask were you even real?
Cause you left like nothing is there to feel....
-for koo
712 · Sep 2013
to our little angel
14th you came in to this world
day of hearts, all are red
tears in our eyes
you are so strong to make it.

bottle sized, so fragile
our beautiful princess
all are amazed
you are so blessed to make it

trying to walk
small steps with strong feet
all lend our hands
you are so firm to make it

growing up
dribbling ball at your left hand
all are happy
you are so loved to make it

you go to school
carrying a big backpack
all are watching over you
you are so brave to make it

you go to church
you wanted to be a choir
all are mesmerized
you are so determined to make it

you play around
you sweat a lot
all are ready to wipe your face
you are so cheerful to make it

you got sick
you are so couragious
all are in tears
Still you're so strong to fight for it

you're now an angel
Guiding and watching over us
all are still sad
Please guide us to make it.....

We love you so much baby.... we really do......
for my lil' sister who passed away last Sept23... Ate will miss you so much baby.. rest well.... til i see you again....
674 · Mar 2013
Deep
A year or so have passed
We dare to look back but then not
We've moved on with our lives
Tried to step out more than twice

Love that exists without seeing
Care that felt without talking
Two soul with one heart
Two bodies that can't depart

Thousand miles it is
Nights are cold i'm freeze
Stuck in this dark room
Hopin' for some light soon

Oh how awful life could be
Why can't we ever be?
To see you for a day could do
I want nothing but to see you...
For the "angel" of my life, my best friend i met in united states 2 years ago
Pouring down till dawn
Its been here since i've known
Too loud, too long
When will it be a song

Turbid, trapped, cold
But i still have to be bold
To step out from this heavy rain
And grab a whole new beginning

Scared, i really am
But i believe i can
Cause baby i know you'll stick around
Protecting me even a storm may come...
582 · Mar 2013
Obscured
Tormentingly broken inside
Desires are shattered apart
Dreaded with their minds
Condemned with their taunted plans

The heart doesn't care to stop
Cries for a whole new start..

Ingenuity ain't working
Ambiguity, that's what happening...

Craving for peace
Seeking for bliss..
Vengeance comes no more
Hatred dictates no more

Understanding is what i perceive..
To be heard that will give me peace..

If there is Someone from above
Listening is what this heart wants
Granting maybe out of grasp
But comfort surely it does
For i know you are Someone who sees
Those hearts that are full of griefs...
I have the heart that cries
To notice me would be a great prize...
463 · Mar 2013
Dark and cold
Sitting on my bed
Cant get u out of my head
This song im singing
In my guitar im playing
Its all you im thinking
I guess im going insane

My happiness and sadness
This is all madness
The head speaks
But the heart dictates
To stop it says
But i can't i guess...


Sleepless nights
Tortured soul
Restless mind
Wounded heart
Countless days
When would they depart?

Come back im begging
Love me again, that's all i'm asking....
383 · Mar 2013
Whom to trust
"Trust those who can see three things in you: the sorrow behind your smile, the love behind your anger, and the reason behind your silence. They are truly the gifts in your life... They are the persons who will love you  inspite of and despite of."
348 · Mar 2013
The beauty in pain
Even the drops of rain has a sound
Just like a tear that falls down
Deep. Roaring...
Then.... Soothing.
The hardest is when the person you love just left you with out even saying goodbye
322 · Mar 2013
Im in between
Trapped but then free...
Im in between, no where to go
Im in front, with out light to follow
Im at the bottom, can't reach your toe
Im in between, left with a sorrow.....
Hard still

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