I almost lost you,
almost lost everything,
all the memories would of been gone,
along with the only person I loved.

So hard to breathe,
even though everything is ok now,
just knowing I messed up,
and it was all my fault.

I should have done the right thing,
yet I didn't,
I let it go on until everything was torn apart,          
and lost you for good.

So stressed don't know what to do,
you think it will stop,
but it only gets worse.

Your scared inside,
don't know what way to turn,
you only know,
it will never get better.

Desperation to feel okay,
desperation not to worry,
desperation to feel happy again.

You know how to fix it,
but you let the pain go on,
for somehow it makes you feel a rush inside.

Turn off those lights,
for now its time to say "goodnight",
and close your eyes so you can be bright,
for when you wanna fly that kite,
in the morning light.

I wish,
I could talk to you,
see you,
but distance is you.

I wish,
I could hold you,
love you,
and most of all,
be with you.

I wish,
I could stop thinking of you,
dreaming of you,
because it just gets harder to get over you.

I wish,
I wish I never met you.

The lights are diming,
and the dreams are beginning,
everyone is sleeping,
except the monsters that you are seeing.

I'm scared,
I'm scared I will lose you,
just with everything we've been through,
I'm just scared I will lose you.

Smile my little angel,
it will all get better,
wipe those tears,
and realize I'm still here.