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Cheye L Mar 2017
I was such a fool.
How I fell for you.
I thought you fell for me.
You flirted with me for four months non stop.
You asked me to be your future date to prom.
You always said you wanted to cuddle.
You wanted to spend time together.
Little did I know you were crushing on me and another ***.
That ***** lives outta state and is ugly as ****.
You could have kept me, I could have been your one and only.
I live so close to you.
I am a lot hotter then her.
I can't believe I was so blind.
To not see you were flirting with me and her.
You broke my heart.
You made me cry.
I fear I'll never find love agian.
But after all of this my feelings are still strong for you.
I hope you'll stay my friend at least.
But I wish you could see how bad you broke my heart.
How I fear I'll never find love agian.
Stuck asking myself will I ever get a boyfriend.
Cheye L Mar 2017
I fell for you like a fool.
I thought you would be mine.
You called me cutie ****.
You always said you wish we could cuddle.
You said you wanted to go to prom with me.
For four months you kept me up till 2am.
For four month you flirted non stop.
Then just when I thought you where mine.
You started talking to her.
While still leading me on that we could be.
She live outta state.
I'm far nicer and hotter than her.
Well you played me like a game.
I was a fool.
Worst of all is how bad you hurt me.
Yet I still have feelings for you.
I'm sure you'll come crawling back.
When the girl you like outta state, breaks your heart and hooks up with someone closer .
I at least hope you'll stay my friend.
But I'll never forget that you broke my heart.
Sorry I fell for you and started to love you.
Cheye L Mar 2017
My parents  know we talk.
But not how often we do.
They know we're friend's.
Not how close we are.
I'm afraid to ask to spend time with you.
One day soon I'll brave up and tell them.
One day soon I promise you that.
After all how could we forever hide our relationship.
So the day you ask me out, is the day I will tell them.
There's a boy, you both know.
He wants me to be his girlfriend so what do you say.
They will allow it I know.
But it's hard to tell them things.
But we can't hide in the dark forever.
Cheye L Feb 2017
You turned my tears in to smiles.
You turned bad times to good times.
You made me laugh and smile when I felt I would never do it again.
You showed me true friendship.
You showed me that you cared.
Our friendship seemed to grow, quickly to something more.
Still short of being with one another.
But something more then friends.
We tell each other out fears and problems.
We support each other in our darkest days and in our brightest hours.
I hope one day we won't hide our feelings.
I hope we can be a couple.
Because since you've been around, life has been better.
My bad days are good  when I talk too you.
I can't imaging any one else making me feel the way you do.
But for now I'm glad I can call you a friend, and I hope if nothing else you'll be my friend for life.
Cheye L Feb 2017
What's that mark?
Just a scratch.
Why are you not eating much?
I'm not feeling well.
Why are you waring  jeans in July?
I was not in the mood for shorts.
You tell yourself just one more.
One more cut, cut calories one more time, tell one more lie to hide it all.
But that one more turns to 20 and one more never ends.
It's always one more until your secrets are discovered, one more until you decide to recover.
Cheye L Feb 2017
Monsters are real you see.
Yet they don't hide under your bed.
Rather they live inside your head.
They are memories from the past.
There rembering all your mistakes. There calories in food.
There the drepression you face.
There the voices in your head.
There the reflection in the  mirror.
There scars you hide.
Everyone has monster's inside.
Some have more than others.
Some can fight them no problem.
While others it's a constant war.
Those who battle this war may fall weak here and there.
After all it's tiring fighting a constant  war.
That's why some turn to anseptics.
That just cause more self hate.
The war may never end.
But hopefully you'll find a price or princess.
One that can help you through your struggles.
Who will stick by you and show you true love.
Together you could fix each other.
Together you could win this war.

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