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Cheyanne Mar 2014
Another precious moment with you but you still leave to be with her for the rest of the night. Ugh why do I keep allowing this... I'm addicted to you and I can't get away.. I Hope and beg and plead for you to stay but it never works. They always say that "Your dreams can always come true," yet mine can't. Wishful thinking is that all it will ever be? We exchange the seemingly mandatory "I love you's" and the occasional kiss and hug, but and this time I feel like we have a chance. The way you held me in, what felt like a million years ago, the most caring and loving way that I have felt from you in forever. I loved it, every minute, every second, and I just keep reliving and re-feeling every touch. Your hand on my thighs and mine in your hair. Your other hand on my lower back pulling me closer and closer till there is nothing but clothes between us.  You trail your fingers along my hip and the waistband of my yoga pants. Our kisses grow hotter and more passionate with each movement of our hands. I bite my lip as your kisses trail along my neck, they eventually find the flower tattoo that lies on my bikini line. I pull you back up and we kiss again and again yet I can't seem to get enough. The moments end too quickly and soon enough we walk away and it's like nothing happened but the glances we exchange as we walk down the hall say otherwise.
548 · Mar 2014
10 Things
Cheyanne Mar 2014
Probably shouldn't admit it but no matter what I will always love you.
And I'm writing this because I want to be with the guy that I know.

Things I Hate About You:
1.  You make me laugh and make me cry. I'm not sure which side to buy.
2. You love me but not just me
3. You're addicting
4. You're charming
5. You make me love you

Since I mentioned the 5 things I hate, I should probably include the 5 that I absolutely love about You


Things I love:
1. The way you hold me
2. You make me laugh and cry, I guess I'll have to buy both
3. The way that you speak with a southern accent only because you know I like it
4. The way that no matter how little money you have you're always willing to spoil me
5. You make me love you

I didn't write this for any specific reason other than you needed to hear it... Like I said I will always love you.
This is for a very special man in my life
504 · Mar 2014
Late Night Games
Cheyanne Mar 2014
You hold me against you as we laugh under the sheets. The radio blares softly through the bedroom spreading the sound of country music. My once shiny, and now dull red hair falls to the right as I climb on to you slowly. Your hair is dark against the white pillows and your eyes glow despite the lack of light. My eyes trace over the somewhat defined lines on your chest then back up and they meet your gaze. You tug lightly on my wrists, which until you moved them, rested on your chest. They now lay on either side of your upper shoulders as you reach up to kiss my lips that once held a bright red pigment but are now a dull shade of pink. During some point of this perfect chaos your hands found their way to my tank top and removed it's straps. You trail your unmatchable hot kisses down my neck and clavicle. You squeeze my hips knowing it'll make me jump and we laugh again after I do.  
In the early morning light the bite marks along my thighs and hips have slowly begun to fade as i turn on the shower. I can hear you cooking in the kitchen and I decide to surprise you, so I walk out in your t-shirt and my lace underwear and I wrap my arms around your waist. You smile, turn and meet my lips once again with your kisses sweeter than honey. I reach behind you and turn off the stove top before looking up at you and guiding you to the bathroom. As we step in under the water spraying from the showerhead, the only thing that I feel is the cold wall against my back, the light kisses of the water and the warm embrace that only you can give. The water accents the muscles on your chest as I trace my fingers down them. The kisses on my neck are soft and loving,  but the touch of your hand on my upper thigh is needy and lustful. I answer these touches with some of my own and I pull you closer and gently bite your neck. Just like a reflex your lips are on mine engaging in a passionate kiss. As your hand travels higher on my thigh I deepen the kiss and bite your lip before sliding my tongue across yours once again. As the water grows cold and we step onto the mat on the floor we exchange loving glances and continue on with our day remembering our night and the games we played
497 · Feb 2014
When We See Us
Cheyanne Feb 2014
I wake up to a smile on your face and a soft good morning kiss
We lay there for what seems like a peaceful eternity
Lost in each other's embrace we are us
Regardless of the silly fight that took place the night before
We weren't suppose to fall in love but we did
And I don't regret one minute of our lives together
I twirl the ring on my finger as I slip on your T-shirt
I take in the scent of Old Spice and look out the window.

We may not have more than a mattress on the floor,
A small coffee ***, some food in the cabinets,
Clothes on our backs, and an old truck,
But we make it work.

Livin' paycheck to paycheck,
Survivin' on love, faith, and happiness
You say I'm sorry that I can't give you more...
I just smile and tell you its okay that being with you is more than enough.

We stand in front of the mirror in our room and promise...
We will make this work and we won't give up.
This is us and this is our life...

*We smile when we see us
A dedication to my wonderful other half. I love you <3
485 · Jan 2014
Heated
Cheyanne Jan 2014
All the lies. All the deceiving. It was always there but love wasn't and I see that now. It's good to know you were with me because you loved her. You ruined a good woman. I hope you're happy such a shame. You could have had it all. You're playing with a Fire you don't understand boy. I feel nothing now as we say our final goodbyes. You turned daddy's little princess into daddy's little monster. I'll never let anyone in again congrats you killed my heart and soul.
Cheyanne Mar 2014
They say a picture is worth a thousand words but all our old photos scream nothing but silence. I dust them off and stare at them a while. Last week you called asking for another chance but I can't give you that. Maybe you can find it in some Sunday morning pew, or in the bottom of a bottle or maybe in the bed of someone else because you can't get it from me.
The picture on the nightstand from our honeymoon... we were so happy but I can't look at that before I go to sleep..I lay it down and turn away...

They say a picture is worth a thousand words but ours scream nothing but silence...
474 · Jan 2014
Can I Trust You?
Cheyanne Jan 2014
Can I trust you? Can I believe the words you say as you kiss me? Is it all a lie or are you scared? Someone tell me please before I go insane! The love I feel is true but I dont know your motives.*
The wind howls through the hole in my heart... I guess we know now. Will we ever be the same, was I stupid? Is this my fault? What went wrong????
This is just me getting it out not really a real poem
389 · Feb 2014
Lost and Found
Cheyanne Feb 2014
Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you but trusting them not to.
I thought I had lost you and it scared me half to death,
The thought of being without you made me want to break down and cry... to shut everyone out and never trust again.
A new anniversary is a new start, regardless of if it's with the same person or not...*
Despite the warnings from others you still found me and because of that I feel *safe
again...
365 · Jan 2014
Is there truth in us?
Cheyanne Jan 2014
The love that shouldn't have happened, the people who weren't supposed to fall in love. I curse myself for taking you away but I love you so why do i doubt your words? Is it my constant nagging thoughts? He's lying....It's too good to be true... Stupid girl why do you believe him? You're only going to get hurt.. I defy their every wish by being with you, we talk about the future it I wonder if your heart is in it... Do you tell her the same things you tell me? i cover my mouth not believing what was just said. The tears begin to fall, I love you I do but do you love me?? I mean really love me? Is this all a game? Am I just another piece of your puzzle but not the one that completes? Is there any truth in us????
328 · Mar 2014
The Gift
Cheyanne Mar 2014
The gift you gave me today was absolutely gorgeous and every time I touch it it comforts me...it makes me smile because I now have a piece of you but she still has all of you...does this mean there is a chance for us again or is this false hope..... My momma taught me to watch out for guys like you, was she right? I hope not, I hope that she was wrong, I hope that there still is hope for us....but I doubt * it, and if we get together again she will always be around and you will never be able to belong to *just * me. But whenever I touch the wonderful thing around my neck I feel like you could be the one to *save * me, if only you realized how *fragile I really am.....maybe then, just maybe, we could be happy again....But with her in the picture, I'm sad to say, it can't happen.......... But the gift, I will cherish forever, together or not, it means something and tells the story of us.
Just a poem for someone, I hope he reads it and realizes what I am saying.
307 · Mar 2014
Story of My Life
Cheyanne Mar 2014
Just when I thought it'd be perfect again you go and hurt me again...
That's all I've ever known.... Hurt and Loneliness...
Why? Why me? Why do I have to be the one that always gets hurt? Why is she the one that gets you? Is it because of the one mistake you made or because you truly love her and just love my body?
God I can't take these games...
I put it all out for you yet you can only give me half...
What kind of **** is that?
Yet I can't stop loving you.... You're just a man and yet I keep acting like you're the only one left...
Does it make me stupid, nieve, or just young and too trusting?

I do trust too easily but I only do it with the ones that make me believe they'll stay....If you had come off any other way I would have blocked you out just like every other person I've met.


Sure you're still here but never in the way I need you to be.

It's too hard loving a man you have to share..

As you'd put it, *"I love you but I can't stay..."

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