I am becoming the thoughts that are continuously running threw my head
They consume me! I can't sleep at night, I can't wake up in the morning, I can't........eat
Do you know that feeling where your smilling on the outside but you're in so muxh pain on the  inside?
Not anyone knows,not anyone knows......you
Who you really ARE when your crying all alone in your room,when you're not faking it!  you're scarred and your lonely
There isn't even an......escape!
You're trapped
You want things to change. You NEED things to change!  
You wont something to look forward to in the morning!
You want something to go to sleep to at night!