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Chérie Sep 2013
You're a very dear friend to me,

I hope it's something you can see.

Life without you would be a sin,

I feel the pain deep within'.

A dear friend is what you've become,

In which I hope will never come undone.

You mean more to me than you'll ever know,

I really wish you didn't have to go.

It will not be the same, without you here,

Loneliness is what I fear.

Loneliness is all I see,

Loneliness is apart of me.

I will miss you with all my heart,

Why does our friendship have to part.

I wish I could have you here my dear friend,

Will our friendship now end?

I never want to lose you,

Without you I'll be lonely and blue.

Without you I am not whole,

Without you I have no soul.

Remember I am always here for you, forever,

Remember I will be by your side whenever.

Remember if you ever need anything,

Or even nothing.

I'm always here for you,

Believe in me, these words are true.

Believe in me, my friend always,

Believe in me, today and everyday.
Chérie Sep 2013
Does anybody even know I'm here,
Will somebody know if I were to disappear.
Would they really notice that I was gone,
Or is it possible that I may be wrong.
I feel so very alone inside,
That I wish I could just find a place to hide.
Stay hidden from the world outside,
And pray for all my pain to subside.
Feeling so lost and out of place,
Needing someone to embrace.
Knowing that what I write of,
Is wanting to know the feel of true love.
But will never have that feeling I long for,
So I'll just continue to ignore.
What will never be,
Only to know what is unknown to me.
Chérie Sep 2013
I would walk any mile,
Just to see your smile.
Your beautiful face,
I could never replace.
Your laugh, how I love to hear,
To me you are very dear.
Your love means so much to me,
Please tell me, we will always be,
I don't know what I'd ever do,
Without a man like you.
You are my best friend,
I wish that it didn't have to end.
I'm a person of many flaws and mistakes,
It seems like my heart always aches.
Always remember, I'm here for you,
Whether you're angry, upset, or blue.
Anytime, day or night,
Just to know you'll be alright.
I'll forever be here for you,
I hope you can believe that to be true.
Because I'll always love you,
With all my heart and soul too.
Chérie Sep 2013
In the moment that I knew,
I had fallen for you,
I could feel the butterflies churning,
As my stomach started turning.
In the moment that I felt,
My heart begin to melt,
I knew I had no control,
That I felt it deep in my soul.
In the moment that I could see,
How much you meant to me,
I was lost for so long,
That because of you I feel strong.
In the moment that I knew,
My heart belonged to you,
Just please keep it safe, don't let it break,
The pain is too much to take.
In the moment that you stole my heart,
Yours was still torn apart,
That for so long I kept my distance,
And I'm here if you ever want to give us a chance.
Chérie Sep 2013
I'm sorry, that you can't seem to understand me,
And why you just can't let it be,
I'll never be able to change, so just stop trying to make me,
If you're so unhappy, then just set yourself free,
You're not in control of me, if only you could see,
I'm broken, and you, nor anyone else can fix me.
If I can't love myself, I don't see how I can even love anyone else,
I really just need to be all by myself,
My spirit isn't in good health.
You need to break away from me, can't you see,
Keep your spirit free from me,
Don't let it break, just let it be.
How much are you willing to take,
Can't you see this is a big mistake,
Everything about my life seems fake.
I can see the pain I cause you,
And you cause me pain too,
There's just one simple thing we can do.
But I know, that's one thing you won't choose,
So I'll continue to sit here with my blues,
While you sit here drinking your beers, then maybe go for a cruise.
I can't live like this anymore,
We need to just close the door,
Why should we make this into such a chore.
My heart is empty and has been for a very, very long time,
But I just could never see the signs,
Don't be miserable here with me, I'll be fine.
Just go be happy with another,
Forget about me, don't even bother,
But just know, I'm not like any other.
Don't let the anger hold on to you,
Forgive and forget is what you need to do,
Break away from the pain, I cause you.
Remember it's always been me,
Who couldn't see,
All the pain that I've been hiding deep inside me.
Chérie Sep 2013
Why
You were my lover and my best friend,
Why did it even have to end.
I loved you with all my heart,
But then it all fell apart.
Maybe it was just fate,
I thought you were my soulmate.
I made many mistakes,
Why do I have to be so fake.
I wish I could have been strong,
I was so, so wrong.
Why is it hard for me to lust,
And even harder for me to trust.
Why do I keep everything bottled up inside,
Maybe I should just run away and hide.
Why can't I find a place to belong,
Is that so wrong.
I wish I didn't have to be here,
But my children need me near.
I want them to know,
That I love them so.
I hate who I am and what I've become,
Why must I think of myself as ugly, fat, and dumb.
Why couldn't I be someone else,
I should be by myself.
Why? Why? Why?
Who the HELL am I!!
Why do I have to be,
ME!!!
Chérie Sep 2013
Missing you already, my dear friend,

Now that you are gone,

This world is so unkind,

If only we could all just get along.



Missing you with all my heart and soul,

Please take care of yourself and come home safely,

Your boys need you so very much,

But until you're home safe, I'll continue to worry.



Missing you, wishing we had more time,

Why were you, one of the chosen ones,

My dearest friend, I'll pray for your safe return,

Just remember--family, friends, life, and love are your reasons.



Missing you, remembering the good times,

The talks, laughs, jokes will remain a memory,

Your kindness, caring, sweetness,

And how your understanding, just amazes me.



Missing you as the days go by,

Wishing you were here,

You will never understand my fear of losing you,

And to me you are so very dear.



Missing you, is something I have to learn to forgive,

Having your friendship, I will never forget,

Losing you, is something I could not live with,

You are one of the best things in my life, that I will not regret.



Missing you, always and forever,

But I know in my heart, it won't be for too long,

You will always be in my thoughts and prayers,

Because of you, I finally feel like I have a place where I belong.



Missing you still, having you in my life means everything,

With you being so far away, I've become very lonely,

I miss you dear friend, so very much,

That the thought of having you in my life, comforts me.
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