Light dim eyes
Long brown hair
It was so hard for me not to stare

As you walked into the room
My eyes latched on to you
You took my hand
And with a gentle kiss
You spoke and said ," Nice to meet you miss"

It was a crush
How couldn't it be
You looked as if
You appeared on the cover of a magazine

And ever since than my feelings remain the same
There was no way I could ever forget your name
As time from then passed
And the days went by
Suddenly I became so shy

But after awhile you approached me more
You would ask, "Why don't I ever see you anymore?"
So one night you came by
With your friend at night

I was on another planet
We were ****** out of our minds
But then I began to notice
You were looking into my eyes
I stared right back into yours
As the smoke from a blunt fumed outside the car door .

You gently brushed my cheek
With your soft and gentle touch
I then began to smirk
I couldn't get enough

I wanted more from you
Everything and anything
More than a one night stand
More than a simple date
More than a one time fling.

And why I had someone else ?
I simply do not know .
Deep down I always wanted
For us to simply grow .

And so till this day
I'll never forget
All the things we did
I will never regret .

Cause inside I knew
That deep in my heart .
This is what I wanted
Right from the start

Naive and small minded
So young and so blinded
So jaded and confused
Unsure of what to do

The addiction became worst
Dying of thirst
I needed your presence right away.
I craved your attention
Could not stay away.

When you began to slip
I began to trip
The addiction was insane
And I just could not be sustained

An addiction so terrifying so crazy and so strong
Deep down inside
I knew this was wrong

Your lying ways
The cheating acts
My beloved was the one
Who stabbed me in the back

That addicting drug
That felt so right
Became so wrong
Simply over night

As time went by
I began to see
That clearly we were not meant to be

Checked out of rehab
Time that was avoided being spent
Told myself I would never touch that drug again