I
meteor showers are not
very cleansing nor are
shooting stars much of
a threat
they pass over arms
raised and waving with
a hundred cries of
‘not yet’
by the time they
have passed the universe
might expand enough to
engulf Regret
and our arms will touch
our sides as we realise
the chances we may
have missed
and by then stars may
not exist and Never may
have already paid
its debt
and we’re left wondering
why we were left behind
and not chosen as hunks of
rock flew by
and though Ever After
has been stitched on
our minds dimensional
thread by thread
(and has with it what the
past cannot forget without
a vast sense of swoon)
Ever After will never
become Forever if it
speaks too late
or arrives too soon
II
if you were to ask Where when it would be
he would most definitely reply with ‘not now’
and if you were to ask Why exactly how
he would probably reply: ‘without me’
but if you were to question What with how it was
he would redirect you straight back to Why
so the last one to ask is the ever glum Was
(for he knows many things, most of all regret)
and Was also knows all you’ve done
and all you’ve done wrong he won’t let you forget
III
I’m about to begin work
on Forever but I don’t
know how long it will take
by the time I’m done
with Now who knows When
it will be
maybe by then North will
be South but true North
will be down somewhere
else
and clocks won’t have
numbers they’ll just
have words like ‘never’
and ‘too late’
it might take
a very long time
so it would be nice
to have someone here
just for having someone
here’s sake
it wouldn’t make Time
any less steady nor
pass it any quicker
or slower
but when the little hand
gets to ‘too late’ or
where ‘too late’ should
have been
I hope to have felt
and seen
everything