and here I am
grounded
only by the sound
of the rhythm
of the sweet
your voice a melody
caught worlds apart
as I tear through thoughts
and sing sad songs
feeling restless
feeling anxious
hoping maybe its all gone
I’ve hoped for so long
for a trip to see Alaska
finally free
but selfishly
I never wanted to be me
just like you were never you
a beauty of a dream
a picture perfect muse
but here I am
grounded
and feeling free
finally feeling like I’m me
but to say it all
you’d say how far
we’ve been
and came
and are
so I wait for telemarketers
to call me late at night
so I can hear the sound
of my favorite parts of me