Isolation
Desperation
In a hell of my own creation.
Scared to Love
Scared to live
Apprehensive- Scared to give.
So much inside
It hurts to smile
Hurts to breathe
Hurts to cry.

By no one I sit
Solitary finding the way
To my mind’s outlet
Only to visit; not to stay

No matter how familiar it
This place is not home
Only meant to gain the gifts
To utilize and loan

Mentioned by several
Unlocked by few
Once invited to the spiral
It will encompass you

I'm going to the ocean
And never shall I return.
Too wrinkled for a casket,
Too soggy for an urn.
I'll swim until I tire
And sink, peaceful, to the floor.
And down there with the fishes,
I shall dream forevermore.

i dove into the blue black sea
and as it closed over me
i thought of us upon the shore
and knew our love was never more.

A faint glimpse of what cannot be grasped
puts me over the edge and into the abyss.
Desire is the drive, but comprehension is the end of
the battle that’s impossible to win;
for the double-edged sword draws blood no matter
how it is swung.
Blessed is the man with his eyes wide shut;
****** is the man who couldn’t help but look.

Keep good friends by your side
Leave bad friends way behind
Support each other
For today you are together
But tomorrow you may be far apart
Cherish your friendships
Some may fade
But they will never go away
Don't be sad
As the saying goes
*"It's better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all"

There's a hole in my chest where your soul used to be
One day he decided he'd rather be free
I begged and I pleaded but he just couldn't see
Then he floated away, screaming "please rescue me"

There's a hole in my chest where your soul used to be
But my ribs held no comfort, unfortunately
As he drifted away while I flew toward the sea
I cried out, "I'm sorry," and hoped he believed.