My life I have lived has been
dark
Constantly arguing with myself
whether I am the only one
Who feels as if they are
infinitesimal
Or maybe everyone feels this way
Then I come to the conclusion

No, not everyone feels this way
they can’t
It is a special situation
You have to be a special person
  to be in a special situation
Then again, I’m not so special
The world is oblivious to me
I need to find a way
A way out
Then I found a light
A happier life
But I know no matter
How far I go
The darkness will always be
Calling my name