Oh to you
as the queen of the swine.
The lump that you left me has
settled its mine.
No further with purpose
its bottom at last. It rests now on top
of debris from its path.  Having only ever
needed just a sign of remorse. You knew
that already only prolonging the course.

JaMie wants me to move on with life
and wants me to do it
without any fight
She has expressed her intentions
for permanent scars
and showed me her body where
he'd ****** a little to hard.
Her pleasure in watching
the collapse of my chest
left her looking for more bruises
poised to take my last breath.
But wait there was more that she
needed to share.
It was time to hear how little I knew
and stupid each night while waiting for you.
Dry heaving sounds from a confused reaction
A lump inside from her satisfaction
I think Im done though she said more
it ends in with ***** all over the floor.

Since breaking up is not so bad
why not get petty with your mad.
A vivid account of this and that
and pay for this and give me that
Of course the winner is sure to be
the one who is none
an unfortunate thang.

If I had no intentions I
wouldn't have taken
the time to try.

Sent: Mon, Oct 12, 9:32 am

Well Im not a ***** I
was drinking when I said
those things Im
just going to change
my number or block
yours. You don't want
the lies you want the
truth.

Received: Thu, October 1, 7:38 am

Ill give you that I
never put to much
effort in trying
anything with you,
In fact I used work as an
excuse to not come
home at night, did
whatever I had
to do to avoid coming
home to you laying
on my bed and having
to lay next to you. I
felt obligated to have
*** with you, felt
cheap afterwords and
hated myself for not ending
it. I felt bad that you
had no one in your life
and no one to turn to

Received: Wed, September 30 8:22 am