I've lived long enough to see
I've lived long enough to hear
but never it crossed in my mind
that I was deaf and ultimately blind
While others called her beautiful
I called her perfection
while people seek her attention
I seek her love, desire moreover lust
But I was never brave
these feelings only left on this place
the empty space that have long craved love
they called it the heart
the feelings got angry
so they started to rebel
and that was when
I became deaf and blind
firsttime first time feeling heart etc etc