I’ve been letting the weather be my liaison.
I can’t look at you,
That’s my reason.
Windy autumn guard-dogs my fears
Whistles and whips words
Right past your cold ears.
We harvest our regrets before the midnight frost.
They thicken with the air
to freeze the pieces that we lost.
Frozen long enough to forget the trouble.
Choreographed in time
Cut into double.
Her hardest hue remembers the rest.
Ice thaws and so do we.
Subside, and try to do what’s best.
A new spring-clean
forgives the light that we’ve missed.
Even beige walls gleam.
Cicadas and stillness, and summer rain
harmonize with the crackling fires
and night train.
Stronger I’ve called it
to let the tides of change
drown what’s around it
and let “the way things are” surround it
but there’s nothing cookie-cutter
about it.
Like dust left in a corner just to settle there
a dear friend left unswept
flavors stagnant air.