My fantasy live long
I vowed I would break alive
Tell me a modern fairy tale
A bigger sized bullet to **** me
Instead of a wink
Deep in the ***** of the sun I lay warm and free
Clenching my teeth to a downtrodden love

Touch the sky with my fingers
Play the rain my serenade
A long lost wait before
Seems just a step away
Away ....


An owl lay wake in the mornings
Deep blue seas come live
Closer mountains to hear my plea
Shaded waters and reverie
Sweet nothings to keep me calm
Clenching my teeth to a downtrodden love

Rainy days n broken sighs
Sweet deceit
Lace my dreams
Bird of prey
State of rare
Anticipation
Fills my day
Creme brulee
My Barrett
You stole
Black n blue
In a loom
Spiral wave
On a rage
You swore
Your embrace
My solace
Tight assuage
We move

Lost in translation
Bathed in sanctification
Absorbed in deception
Drenched in manipulation
Off the gratification
In the constitution
Of my ignorance
Pure innocence
Igniting incense
Made sense
Finally
A cruel
Association
Of my negligence
I withdrew
A solid adieu

A surreal reality to a mortal man
As days go by a traffic jam
We hope to lead flawless lives
Tending love to a senseless qualm
Sagas told elevated high
Drama adjusted to a tie
Lay knotted up in a lie
A twist of a fairy tale pie
Moaning in disbelief
There I see a Cupid beneath
Close encounters on the peak

It's like a big cuppa coffee
It's aroma invades everywhere
Quenching the top your senses
And then you settle it in a pretty looking cup,
depending on the mood
The longer you let it settle ,
it loses it's flavour,
A life at it's peak is set to move on heat
Than where the cold winds blow
As highly as I may think
My impression shouldn't corrode the
Intensity of an accelerated effort
I still drink my cuppa coffee each and everyday

Soaking thoughts and mind bowing sounds
To give me company all throughout
A life so bitter- sweet
Beautiful as a monotony
Of strings played right

You spot me there standing behind the door
Once left ajar stays closed for now
Making sense of what I want
A game we all play
A neat gamble of ways

Sunset to dawn I lay in bed
Placing puzzles on my  head
A strike against my wall to be
I see a sea , just as you see  me!
As you see me standing there
As you see me standing there

A zealot you be
Chasing butterflies and pain
A dilemma so strong i feel
What do I gain
Venture I see
Walk away that sea
Finally
I read
On my knees

A solemn thought I often brew
Off angels and demons
Cobwebs and butterflies
The ancient mirage of the sage goes by
Innocent and pure , untouched as you maybe
An ocean of learning you encounter slowly,
Vision to touch and stark reality,
An almost made up grand facade ,
You see, you feel , you agree
A life , less known!
You tread alone !

Golden fields and rusty skies
Speed against the dusk of my day
Empty stares and thoughts go by
My narrow channeled souvenir
Lengthy trails of never ending time
Allowing me to think
Where is this life taking me ?
I don’t realise night and day
As it all seems to feel the same
Broken bonds and memories
Too plastic as they fade away
Alas I’m done
To see, to feel , to breathe
What’s ahead of u n me !

A million thoughts
Before my eyes
Puppet shows
Colours of wheel
Solitude
And many deals
Often I round it off
And then I know
I want to see you
And I keep looking
Eyes closed ….