i used to think
that i was an alien
not of humankind

never did see things
as others had, in their
more normal minds

it took me all too long
to realize, that people
have two choices

be their own beautiful snowflake
or melt into the puddle
of conformity for comfort's sake

so what if i'm in left field
the grass is greener over here


so i'd rather be
extra-terrestrial
cause it's funny how
most humans
are not kind

You make me sick
Slathering Splenda sweetness
On, all slimy and thick

It is fake like your nails
your hair
your skin
And especially -
Your claim to enlightenment

Enlightened ones
feed not on attention -
but on living & giving
Sharing your thoughts
to spread happiness
Cause beauty blooms
In the garden of the mind

So stop sharing your body
the only thing it pleases
is many, many a *****

You exclaim love is your guidance
But internally you shout disgust
Disgust for yourself
Disgust, for all those girls
Whose men you claimed
With your filthy cat claws

Your heart is an empty hole
And pitch black is the color
Of your ever whimpering soul

I am twisted into a thousand knots
But at the hand of whom?
Is it Fate?  Is it me?  
Or is it you?
I’m perpetually stuck in a catch-22
When all I desire is to discern virtue,
The wayward path is where I stay
Day after day, after day, after day…

Melt me down, wash me away
Down, down abstruse lane
Into somber storm drains

Stream me through the sewer systems
Until I’m drowning in illumination
Submerging my soul in light
Will save me from damnation

Rinse away all but the elegance of my element
Serve it up on a silver platter
For my true lover
And no other

Cosmic streaks of colored sky,
Their warm sparkle caught my eye.
Sprinkling magic over ocean tides,
Distant moon brings flow; arise, arise!
They crafted a sweet ruby sunset,
Where the ocean and the sky met.
Sun seers earth with powerful rays,
Illuminating all, to see better days.

There's a spider in the window,
my first instinct says to dart
I'd better go get dad

There's a spider in the window,
spinning a web into a heart
Maybe he's not so bad

There's a spider in my window,
but I'm not going anywhere
because now finally, i know
I'm craving his sweet venom

I couldn't read
I was so upset
tears swelled fluently
as a sink faucet would
but you don't use that much
a device your inner caveman
just cannot understand