Cassie Alfred: Poems

Cassie Alfred Aug 2015

why am i even up?
why do i even think about you so much?
do you even care?
do you even remember our special day?
why do i even bother?
why do i try so hard?
why am i even up again?
why don't i leave?
why can't i do what my mind tells me to?
is it cause i'm just foolish or is it this thing they call love?
hope it's not lust of infatuation
But the questions still remain
Or am i just a girl who's afraid of getting hurt?
One who doesn't give up so easily
One who holds onto what she has...
Sees in that individual
Does she see love or lust?
is she just being fooled by what he says?
does she even know what to do?
Maybe she's a girl who doesn't want her heart getting broken over and over again
Walked on, and even stabbed
Maybe she doesn't want to go back to her past
Maybe she just doesn't want the same thing to happen to her by different people...
But i guess, my questions will never be answered.

Choices

Cassie Alfred Aug 2014

Choices

Why just do what your mind tells you to?
To me, those thoughts are long overdue.
We have many choices,
Yes, we see a lot of faces
And also hear a lot of voices but,
Why do we listen to them?
There’s this voice like no other,
Yes, it helps just like your mother,

It’s according to you,
Your friends, family, don’t have to choose.
Yes, you might make quite a few wrong choices,
But be glad, they weren't Influenced by outside voices.
Your choices are from deep inside,
Trust me there's nothing to hide.

Hypocretes

Cassie Alfred Sep 2014

Hypocretes

******* be talking,
Ratchets be walking,
Dem hoes be watching,
All saying things about me.

Jamets, jamets, i call them everyday,
Sitting in a corner bad talking everyone.
But, one of these days they will realize,
That the damage they are doing is quite all done

The love,
The hate,
The pain,
No, it doesn't matter
***** please stop talking

No, i'm not complaining,
No, your words won't break me,
No, they won't change me,
They only make me stronger.

You don't have what I got,
You don't know who I am,
You don't see what I do,
But don't worry you *****,
Your words will be coming back to you.

I once said..

Cassie Alfred Oct 2014

I once said..

Yes! I know I once said..
That I don't need love.
Yes! I once said,
I don't need you.
Yes! I once said that but,
They are not all that true.
Yes! I once said,
That you mean nothing to me.
I now take all that back.
Yes! I know I've said I don't need you...
But, I do and that's a fact.

Sticks and Stones

Cassie Alfred Nov 2018

Sticks and Stones

Sticks and stones may break my bones,
But your words are much more hurtful.
Sticks and stones may scar my skin,
But your words linger deep within.
Sticks and stones are not that close
To the written words you chose.
Sticks and stones tear my flesh,
But those words trigger all my fears.

Your words cut deeper than a knife,
Make me cry both day and night.
Doctors may be able to heal physicals scars,
But they can't heal or aid what's in my heart.
Scars of sticks and stones may be healed quickly,
Words are there to straight up **** me.

why?

Cassie Alfred Jan 2015

why?

I try my best to give my all to you,
How much I love you, I wish you knew
How much I do, I wish I could have shown you but…
These walls I have keep tearing us apart
The reason I can’t do that is the way you act
When you get upset,
You never tell me why..
And cause of this you put tears in my eyes
How would I be able to change these things?
If, you never tell me anything
We get upset for some time,
Just keeps me wondering why.
Why don’t you ever tell me?
It’s been 1 whole year of the same *******
Why don’t we try and change this.
Why do I keep breaking your heart?
Why do I keep tearing us apart?
Why do you sometimes have this feeling that we aren’t meant to be?
If it’s right, we’ll just see.

It's incomplete

— The End —