why am i even up?
why do i even think about you so much?
do you even care?
do you even remember our special day?
why do i even bother?
why do i try so hard?
why am i even up again?
why don't i leave?
why can't i do what my mind tells me to?
is it cause i'm just foolish or is it this thing they call love?
hope it's not lust of infatuation
But the questions still remain
Or am i just a girl who's afraid of getting hurt?
One who doesn't give up so easily
One who holds onto what she has...
Sees in that individual
Does she see love or lust?
is she just being fooled by what he says?
does she even know what to do?
Maybe she's a girl who doesn't want her heart getting broken over and over again
Walked on, and even stabbed
Maybe she doesn't want to go back to her past
Maybe she just doesn't want the same thing to happen to her by different people...
But i guess, my questions will never be answered.

Why just do what your mind tells you to?
To me, those thoughts are long overdue.
We have many choices,
Yes, we see a lot of faces
And also hear a lot of voices but,
Why do we listen to them?
There’s this voice like no other,
Yes, it helps just like your mother,

It’s   according to you,
Your friends, family, don’t have to choose.
Yes, you might make quite a few wrong choices,
But be glad, they weren't Influenced by outside voices.
Your choices are from deep inside,
Trust me there's nothing to hide.