You whispered sweet nothings
In my ear
For two years
I didn't know they were nothings
Until you left
Because for so long,
They were everything

You go looking for trouble
Because wind and rain
And snow and clouds
Make life exciting
Right?
And who wants dull,
Clear blue skies every day
Anyways?
But after awhile
You get a few too many clouds,
A little too much rain
And you start to forget
Those clear blue days
That you were so bored of

Going 75 in a 30 at midnight,
Screaming my favorite song
I am comforted
Knowing that I can move
As fast as my thoughts

I wanted so badly to be with you
That I dropped down to your level
& the view is beautiful
From underneath the waves

I always thought you were beautiful
So I tried to mimic the lines
Of your body
On my body
Now I'm only bleeding

Haven't felt hungry
Since we last spoke
All I crave is your touch
My body says differently
My hip bones jut out
Legs barely touching
I trace the lines
Of where my body used to end
With brilliant red
Open skin
Trying to resemble
The open fire I felt
When you touched me
It didn't work
You still aren't here to care
Where the hell did you go?

My first time
Wasn't as important
As the first time
I laid in your arms
And thought I might
Be able to keep you