Casperlvesyou

Casperlvesyou Dec 2017

My fair goddess, ever lasting beauty
The stars are your light.

The land curves around you, the world gravity brings us closer.

A connection through time.

Our fates bound.

By nothing more than our heart beats.

Being able to bear alone in the vast universe, oh, my goddess.

From the heavens I seek.

You seek me in the time of meekly being weak, leaking my blood for just a smudge of pleasure.

My dying aching body is comforted by your stardust, a swirling sea of many life’s, loves, and laughs.

The laugh to bring winter to summer bloom.

Just all to say I love you, truly may it be. For love has never been for me

Casperlvesyou Aug 2017

Texts

Do you understand?
What it means for me to love you.
The darkest part of a broken soul open up and is filled by you.

'Just an ounce of your love can fuel me for the day you know?'

Then I shall give you a life time and our love will last forever.

Casperlvesyou Aug 2017

Sarah

What an amazing feat that someone as her could love someone as me.
She is gentle and kind yet, hurts so deeply.
The weight she carry's is beyond my thought, it's not so easily shed.

Her tears heavy with pain and I rarely let myself feel, a monstrosity unable of convincing.
Merely a shell walking with an absent conscious, a weakened state of nothing.

While her heart burns with fire from the cosmos, her body flowing effortlessly through asteroids.
Creating planets with her breath, she is a being of life.
A tree with shade and apples for hair, her roots thicks with branches so high connecting her with the stars.
Bringing home bundles of wishes...

Oh, the love I wish I could produce from her sweetened touch; covering me in honey.
Daring me to breathe in life.

Casperlvesyou Jul 2017

Happy

The twins of souls, not it be from birth but, this day is also yours.
The off set happiness, of a better life.

The flip side of mine.
This for the twins of souls, not barely old.
To the years, to the weeks, to the days.
Happy birth, from one twin of a soul to another.

Casperlvesyou Jul 2017

Birthday

Another drowning year, another nameless day.

Formats of cards, wishing stars and fake teddy bears.

Short sayings, with a signed name.

Gifts not wrapped, with envelopes of money.

On this day, early in the morning.

A small baby cried, for a mother who was too high to breastfeed.

Stuck in the hospital until weened off of the drug, the sickening beast that hunts.

No party, just small groups that fan out and soon disappear.

Happy birthday, too me.

Casperlvesyou Jul 2017

Hypocrite

She's my ray of sun on the darkest of days, (as if this saying wasn't drained of the true meaning) as I just a lowly flower stashed in a cave.
Her rain keeps me alive as only a shine of her smile brightens my spirit.

Casperlvesyou Jul 2017

Stolen

Sad, sappy, cliche poems drowning with sugar.
Sticky, sweet words forming molds for my mouth.
Dreading detail of the one I 'love', the same vague description to draw lovers in.
Sending endless letters of fantasy that one did not write, the late night thoughts of another.
Stolen for 'love'.