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Just please stay, stay with me?
Oh, how you don't see.
Love me like you loved her.
Love like I am the only one.
Save him, save me.
Save us both.
Just set love free.

Pity little games that I play.
Maybe with a little dismay.
Save the sorrow for another day.
Let it rain.
Let the moon make me pray.
I remember till the day.
Until your deathbed, I wont let you stray.
You mustn't take the blame.
Don’t you ever feel ashamed.
I will never be the same.
Let me go, I never felt oh so cold.
I’ve never been so alone.
I cant see, so just take my hand and lead.
Why cant I love you.
I just miss you.
Why cant I sleep when your not next to me.
I just feel so restless.
I’m just so breathless.
You took my heart and fixed it.
Now you just ripped it.
I want you back.
It will never last.
You just took everything.
If you thought.
You were the everything.
Forever must I rest.
To you this was our last goodbye.
I just wanna forever cry.
I love you, but do you feel so much pain within.
I hope you love me too, for I am ******.
How could god forsake me, I’ve chosen the demon.
I’m planning my demise.
I’m sorry for my treason.
For what I did, the chains are binding.
Forever tightening.
Deaths grip is hurting me.
Don’t you DARE leave me!
You loved.
You punished.
You have killed.
All innocence left is corrupted.
Like a murky gas and its fumes.
Nothing is left.
Just the lust I still have for you.
For whatever I do.
Just know I still love you.
All of these words are real. Not a fake. All of these words have a meaning. Love, lust,and blood.
You mustn't take the blame.
Don’t you ever feel ashamed.

I will never be the same.
Let me go, I never felt oh so cold.
I’ve never been so alone.

I cant see, so just take my hand and lead.
Why cant I love you.
I just miss you.
Why cant I sleep when your not next to me.

I just feel so restless.
I’m just so breathless.

You took my heart and fixed it.
Now you just ripped it.
I want you back.
It will never last.

You just took everything.
If you thought.
You were the everything.

Forever must I rest.
To you this was our last goodbye.
Now I'm forever crying.

I love you, but do you feel so much pain within.
I hope you love me too, for I am ******.

How could god forsake me, I’ve chosen the demon.
I’m planning my demise.
I’m sorry for my treason.

For what I did, the chains are binding.
Forever tightening.
Deaths grip is hurting me.
Don’t you DARE leave me!

You have loved.
You have punished.
You have killed.

All innocence left is corrupted.
Like a murky gas and its fumes.
Nothing is left.

Just the lust I still have for you.
For whatever I do.

Just know I still love you.
And that I still want you.
And that I will still die for you.
And still wait for you.

It will hurt when I love you.
And when I want you.
And when I die for you.
And it will hurt when I have to wait for you.
I'm haunted.
By people I love and hate.
By the ghosts that **** me in my dreams.

But I am a demon, and so are you...
There is nothing you can do.
You can't save a helpless soul.
Unless you take the devils road.
The water tapping on the window.
Sliding down the glass. Hitting the glass with such force.
The thunder calls out to those who are weak and crazy.
Screaming the crazy call.
Calling out to all of us but those who are sane.
They only hear the ground shaking, just seeing white flashes in the dark lumly clouds.
They just see nothing of what we see.

The glass breaks due to the thunders light.
It comes at me as if something were guiding it to me.
Glass hitting me in my chest, arms and neck.
I just don't feel any pain at all. Nothing...  
As if i were numb to the bone.
The sudden push makes me fall to the old wooden floor.
All I can do is scream and look around frantically.
I see blood spilling on the floor.
I just lay there.

Slowing catching on but losing it all the same.

Regaining my nerves, I get up so stupidly, but my legs give out.
Making me fall on my chest.
The glass shards going in deeper.
Making me scream with the thrill of pain.  
Now I feel it. The sharp intensity.
I just lay there, with no sudden death wish.  
Slowly losing hold of my dark life.
Closing my eyes so slowly.
Not making any sounds.
I take a breath and lay my head down within the hellish storm.

Soon I wake to your voice.
So soothing and calming.
Making me give you a bloodied smile.
I see you at my side hovering over me.
I feel your hands going under me.
I feel your strength picking me up and me wincing in pain.
Sweet blissful pain.
I hear your footsteps walking and stomping on the wooden floor.
The crunch of broken glass that missed my body.

My blood pours all over his chest and arms.
I look at him and he just stares forward.
I try and speak but soon to find that I can't even moan or squeak.  
I try to touch his arm but I have no strength at all.
I close my eyes just to rest. I hear the door open and it close back so harshly.
I feel no rain at all.
The storm must have past.
I feel the sun shining its gentle rays on me.
I hear the birds singing the song of rest and peace.
He stops and finally looks at me.
His eyes were celestial.
So beautiful.
Such hues of violet flecks sketched  in to his light grey eyes.
His face was charming and again it looked like an angels face...
I feel  like I have known him forever.
He sets me down softly  and leans me against a tombstone.
My fathers grave.
He turns away and takes a few small steps back and turns to me and just stares.

What is he doing?
He leans his head back and screams.
I see wings bursting from his back and through his torn white shirt and growing larger.
Soon his painful screams stop and he tucks in his wings and walking towards me he only says
" My love and my affair, I am your guardian angel. "
When being a little girl...
You dream of unicorns and flowers...

But I dreamt on the lights that were my stars.
For a quiet night with no gunshots and cop car sirens.

When being a little girl...
You wish for cakes and ponies...

I wished on mommy coming home from spinning on a metal pole...
Seeing her safe...
She used to light up my ghetto girl face.

But now...

I'm shot down.


*shot dead
I am the poet of the dark.
The red heart deep in me,
has stopped beating steadily.

Am I goddess of the dark.
Who watches you, in the night.
With the look of a darkened stare,
trying to find beauty in me.

My eyes painted black,
see what they hidden in their minds
by immortal eyes, just like mine.

I am the night mist
lurking in every corner.
Gargoyles.
The cathedrals.

I wander in the dark skies,
where the eyes of crows shine.

In the dark.
I will never find the light.
My wings of a dark angels.

My loneliness
devours the hours,
waiting for the day is done.
Cover of night waiting to fall on me.
Where night dreams fall,
without arousing my already broken heart.

My verses written
with blood.
Runs like a warm rain.
In abandoned buildings,
where I had given myself to the darkness.

Disease left by beings,
that destroy the world.
With their impious rage.
Who are the strangers?
Or are am I crazy?

Leave me alone with my sorrow, because the dead is crying.
After all, someone needs to die.
Then it's me
Goddess of Darkness
Casaria.

Let me light my fire,
in the land of  dead souls.
I lie down on the tombstones cold and left alone.
Left by beings of young and old.

Let me sing dark lullaby's.
Don't come close to me.
The world is sick and twisted.
Maybe there is more cursing needed to be done.
Someone needs to die.
Then it's me.
Being the Dark Goddess.
Am I lost? Weaken and pained? I want to sing when you die, breathe and love. But I can't when I am so alone with out you. So cry for me, just three little tears that fall on your heartless sleeve.

I shall ****. I shall cry and I shall shed blood. Nothing can stop me now. Not anymore will this innocent girl be nice and loving. Now. Shall be this monster I want to become. So loved with the thin lives of ****** people.

You'll still see this pretty, funny little girl. But deep down this monster is planning it own plan for my demise. Hanging on by a thread, breaking everyday. Getting thinner and thinner. Crying till the monster had its fill of misery. Being tired all time cause the monster in me doesn't like me to rest at all.

I must ask a question to whom this might trigger interest in this, will you help me find peace within my white line dreams?
I see her *******, strapped in like a animal gone mad.
Can she see me? No. She cant... Can she?
I have cleaned those toys just for her.
I think she knows I am crazy by now.
I speak but I am scared but harsh.
I see her struggle like a wounded soldier trying to fight.
I tell her to knock it off.
She called me a vial name.
Witch!!!!
I snapped.
I wanted to hurt my Dove before I had any real fun.
I grabbed the closest knife next to me...
I was enraged
I drove it into her pale skinny arm.
See her bleed made me happy.
Hearing the flesh rip apart, it made me wet with pleasure.
She tried and tried to get away from me.
I called her a horrible name.
Telling her to stop.
I ****** the knife into her little waist.
Watching bleed.
Her body nearly covered in this sweet color of red.
She screamed at me, telling me she wanted to die now.
I gave in.
I told her I would.
Not for her sake.
For mine.
So I wouldn't go to far.
I stabbed her heart.
Watching her eyes flutters like a butterflies wing.
I kissed her forehead.
Told her I love her.
I disappeared as soon as she came.
See this poem to know that all this means: The White Table.
You know, how the weak and sick ask for a savior.
But who saves the savior when he is in need?
~~~~

Answer my question honestly in the comments please.
You know, how the weak and sick ask for a savior.
But who saves the savior when he is in need?
~~~~

Answer my question honestly in the comments please.
T

The water tapping on the window.  Sliding down the glass. Hitting the glass with such force. The thunder calls out to those who are weak and crazy. Screaming the crazy call. Calling out to all of us But those who are sane just hear the ground shaking, just seeing white flashes in the dark glumly clouds. 
They just see nothing of the sort. 

The glass breaks due to the thunders light. The glass. It comes at me as if something were guiding it to me. Glass hitting me in my chest, arms and neck. I just don't feel any pain at all. Nothing...  As if i were numb to the bone. The sudden push makes me fall to the old wooden floor. All I can do is scream and look around frantically. I see blood spilling on the floor. I the smell enlightens me. Making me wet myself with pitiful pleasure. 

The sweet scented liquid, mixes with the dark red blood. Making it look as if water had spilt on the mess. I moan with the climex reaction. 

Regaining my nerves, I get up so stupidly, but my legs give out. Making me fall on my chest. The glass shards going in deeper. Making me scream with the thrill of pain. 

I just lay there, with no sudden death wish.  Slowly losing ahold of my dark life. Closing my eyes so slowly. Not making any sounds. I take my last breath and ly my head down forever within the hellish storm.
Tied, strapped..
A figure ever so far, breathing as if the person were dead.

Knives right next to me.
Clean and ready.

She comes to me with a crazed look.
Your awake now my Dove...
She whispered into my ear...

Her breath was cold as ice.
I struggle with my life on the line.

No my Dove! You mustn't get frightened now.

You witch I spat.
She growls like a wolf with foam thriving at the mouth.

She grabs my arm, she grabs a knife.
No. No! NO! Please have mercy on a little girl!
She drives the knife into my arm.
I cringe at the pain and the sound of flesh tearing.
I weep, watching my blood streak on that white table.
I try and try!
I just cant get out of deaths grip.

STOP YOU *****!
She takes the knife out and struck it into my stomach.
I scream with this trill of pain.
More blood seeps through the knife.

Well? Your you dead yet Dove? Or can I play with you more?
I WISH I WAS DEAD!
Fine then...
She takes another knife and stabs me heart over and over.
I flutter my eyes shut.
I knows she leaves with a crimson kiss.
Tied, strapped.
A figure ever so far, breathing as if the person were dead.
Knives.
Right next to me.
Clean and ready.
She comes to me with a crazed look.
Your awake now my Dove...
She whispered into my ear..
Her breath was cold as ice.
I struggle with my life on the line.
No my Dove! You mustn't get frightened now.
You witch!
I spat the words out, I did not care at all.
She growls like a wolf with foam thriving at the mouth.
She grabs my arm, she grabs a knife.
No. No! NO! Please have mercy on a little girl!
There is no mercy for your lusting sins, you *****.
She drives the knife into my arm.
I cringe at the pain and the sound of flesh tearing.
AHHH! Please stop, I will do anything! Please, just stop.
I weep, watching my blood streak on that white table.
I try and try!
I just cant get out of deaths grip.
STOP YOU *****!
She takes the knife out and struck it into my stomach.
I scream with this trill of pain.
Mother! Help me please!
More blood seeps through the knife.
Well? Your you dead yet Dove? Or can I play with you more?
I WISH I WAS DEAD!
Fine then...
She takes another knife and stabs my heart over and over.
I feel blood coming out of my little mouth, the sweet taste of it calms me.
I flutter my eyes shut.
I knows she leaves with a crimson kiss.
I love the taste of sweet sweet blood.
My own, or someone else, I am not picky. -.-
Bitten cold.
Burning hold.

What has truly happened here?

Killing rage.
Burning sage.

Is this truly your demonic heir?
Searching for hope.
Searching through his tattered clothes.
Looking for his heart and soul.
Flooding my hand in his blood.
Scratching at the surface of hell.
Taking his wrist and cutting it with a rusted blade.
Cutting my the same way.
Clasping his dead hand, raising it just a bit from insanity.
Forever mine.
Forever yours.
Forever in love.
I cry with what I have done to the both of us.
Purity.
Clarity.
My rarity.
I fade into the darkest dream.
I see you and I don't even realize its you.
You've grown weaker and sinister.
Most sickly looking, now I know where I have went wrong.
I fell in love.
For those who have lost love & life. We all fell so hard. Just because someone/something broke your heart don't give up. I found someone amazing. Yes we are quite young and do make mistakes but I feel that I am really in love.. I love you TeddyBearz!
Wishes stay in the clouds, they NEVER come down.
They leave you stranded forever...
Like a single beam in a tall tower.
Breaks hearts, like a sword and its power
You wish on this star, and you stare.
Hoping to take you in its care.
It will never come down.
Its just waiting to make you frown.
And you should know that...
Wishes stay in the clouds and they mustn't come down.
Well why not...?

Why not love.
Why not lust.

Well why not?

— The End —