Can't you hear me?

Pleading for this unknown word help.

Am I just not good enough for you hurtful ways anymore?

This love and pain that I give this not enough to endure?

This pain.

This lust.

It's just...

Why can you not speak?

This little red tear that streaks.

It seems to seep into my horrid dreams.

Am I dying, or just painfully crying?

I don't want to die.

Although.

Should I try?

I see her *******, strapped in like a animal gone mad.
Can she see me? No. She cant... Can she?
I have cleaned those toys just for her.
I think she knows I am crazy by now.
I speak but I am scared but harsh.
I see her struggle like a wounded soldier trying to fight.
I tell her to knock it off.
She called me a vial name.
Witch!!!!
I snapped.
I wanted to hurt my Dove before I had any real fun.
I grabbed the closest knife next to me...
I was enraged
I drove it into her pale skinny arm.
See her bleed made me happy.
Hearing the flesh rip apart, it made me wet with pleasure.
She tried and tried to get away from me.
I called her a horrible name.
Telling her to stop.
I ****** the knife into her little waist.
Watching bleed.
Her body nearly covered in this sweet color of red.
She screamed at me, telling me she wanted to die now.
I gave in.
I told her I would.
Not for her sake.
For mine.
So I wouldn't go to far.
I stabbed her heart.
Watching her eyes flutters like a butterflies wing.
I kissed her forehead.
Told her I love her.
I disappeared as soon as she came.

Tied, strapped..
A figure ever so far, breathing as if the person were dead.

Knives right next to me.
Clean and ready.

She comes to me with a crazed look.
Your awake now my Dove...
She whispered into my ear...

Her breath was cold as ice.
I struggle with my life on the line.

No my Dove! You mustn't get frightened now.

You witch I spat.
She growls like a wolf with foam thriving at the mouth.

She grabs my arm, she grabs a knife.
No. No! NO! Please have mercy on a little girl!
She drives the knife into my arm.
I cringe at the pain and the sound of flesh tearing.
I weep, watching my blood streak on that white table.
I try and try!
I just cant get out of deaths grip.

STOP YOU *****!
She takes the knife out and struck it into my stomach.
I scream with this trill of pain.
More blood seeps through the knife.

Well? Your you dead yet Dove? Or can I play with you more?
I WISH I WAS DEAD!
Fine then...
She takes another knife and stabs me heart over and over.
I flutter my eyes shut.
I knows she leaves with a crimson kiss.

Brother, why can't I breathe?
Why am I falling?
Why am I bleeding?
...
Brother.
Save me.
~^~

Sister, take it easy for me.
Just take my hand, I am right here.
Come and bleed with me.
...
Sister.
Forgive me.

Your* blood spills on the floor.
I still hear you at my door.
Sins, knives, lust.
Never have seen you this dark.
Am I still your meadowlark?

Blood by the statue, cold and dead.
Drug by the demon, my demise they have lead.
My heart has bled too and through.
I just don't know what to do.
Like me, love me, do what you need.
Dead bodies bleed in the streets.
I will consume your soul.
It has taken it toll.
I am the devils child.
A fortunate mistake.
Dementing things fuel my lust.
Whips, chain, gags.
Trust...
Do you know where my heart has been?

Searching for hope.
Searching through his tattered clothes.
Looking for his heart and soul.
Flooding my hand in his blood.
Scratching at the surface of hell.
Taking his wrist and cutting it with a rusted blade.
Cutting my the same way.
Clasping his dead hand, raising it just a bit from insanity.
Forever mine.
Forever yours.
Forever in love.
I cry with what I have done to the both of us.
Purity.
Clarity.
My rarity.
I fade into the darkest dream.
I see you and I don't even realize its you.
You've grown weaker and sinister.
Most sickly looking, now I know where I have went wrong.
I fell in love.

I as well may tell you..
I love you.
Not just as a friend but something more.
You don't feel the same way, that I know.
I help you with your bad days.
You do the same.
I love how your always looking forward.
I have liked you for a long time.
That you do know.
Behind all that happiness, I see sadness.
I see your cries for help, your strong.
You have treated me ever so kindly
I thank you for it.
I may not be your best friend,
but hell, I try too.
You speak your mind, that I can't do.
That day when I had lost you, I cried so hard.
So yeah, now you know.
That I love you.

Searching through her bloodied clothes.
Searching for what is left.
Nothing.
With the rage, I cut into her chest.
I want her heart, for safety and comfort.
I rip it out and cradle it.
I want it for others but I shall never reveal them now.
I love very bit of this heart.
You say I am a beast?
Look at you, I know you have done sins.
I am a dark being.
I love the screams and moans of pain and lust.
I just don't know what happened to that beautiful girl you had once seen.
Laughing, playing...
Now wicked and imbalanced.
I have made a doll.
It has the heart that I cradled.
It looks just like her.
She talks to me.
Calls me "Little Dove"
At night 'she' comes alive and kisses me with those sharp teeth.
Killing me with her poisoned kiss.
That wretched smile drives me insane.
She is a demon, bursting out if my chest.
Putting her ****** doll like hand on my pale white cheek.
I am paralyzed in time.
I love her ever so.
She says to me that me can make me a world of blood.
She makes me dream of haunted things.
Wounds, stitches, knives and more lovely,
Blood...
I am happy that she can make my world come true.
I love that I am crazy, because she makes me feel better.
I love you, demon of my dreams.
...
She has left me.
Without no warning,
just left me in this tattered white dress stained with our blood.
She said she will come back.
She never returned.
I still hear her demotic voice at night, yearning for her kiss.
Wanting to feel her warm body against mine.
Feeling her doll-ish hand caressing my body.
I awaken to a ear wrenching noise.
I found her dying on the ground.
She said she loved this dark and ****** side of me,
and to let go of this love that we had.
I went to the window and started sobbing.
Harder and harder.
No tears slid down my face.
I saw what she was dying for.
She had made me my world of hurt.
I love you Abaddon.
Thank you for loving me.

Searching through his bloodied clothes.
Searching for what is left.
Nothing.
With the rage, I cut into his chest.
I want his heart, for safety and comfort.
I rip it out and cradle it
I want it for others but I shall never reveal them now.
I love very bit of this heart.
You say I am a beast?
Look at you, I know you have done sins.
I am a dark being.
I love the screams and moans of pain and lust.
I just don't know what happened to that little girl you had once seen.
Laughing, playing...
Now crying and imbalanced.
I have made a doll.
It has the heart that I cradled.
It looks just like him.
He talks to me.
Calls me "Little Dove"
At night 'he' comes alive and kisses me with those sharp teeth.
Killing me with his poisoned kiss.
That wretched smile drives me insane.
His a demon, bursting out if my chest.
Putting his  ****** doll like hand on my pale white cheek.
I am paralyzed in time.
I love him ever so.
He says to me that me can make me a world of blood.
He makes me dream of haunted things.
Wounds, stitches, knives and more lovely,
Blood...
I am happy that he can make my world come true.
I love that I am crazy, because he makes me feel better.
I love you, demon of my dreams.
...
He has left me.
Without no warning,
just left me in this tattered white dress stained with our blood.
He said he will come back.
He never returned.
I still hear his demotic voice at night yearning for his kiss.
Wanting to feel his warm body against mine.
Feeling his doll-ish hand caressing my body.
I awaken to a ear wrenching noise.
I found him dying on the ground
He said he loved this dark and ****** side of me,
and to let go of this love that we had.
I went to the window and started sobbing.
Harder and harder.
No tears slid down my face.
I saw what he was dying for.
He had made me my world of hurt.
I love you Abaddon.
Thank you for loving me.

Searching through his bloodied clothes.

Searching for what is left.

Nothing.

With the rage, I cut into his chest.

I want his heart, for safety and comfort.

I rip it out and cradle it

I want it for others but I shall never reveal them now.

I love very bit of this heart.

You say I am a beast?

Look at you, I know you have done sins.

I am a dark being.

I love the screams and moans of pain and death.

I just don't know what happened to that little girl you had once seen.

Laughing, playing...

Now crying and imbalanced.

I have made a doll.

It has the heart that I cradled

It looks just like him.

He talks to me.

Calls me "Little Dove"

At night 'he' comes alive and kisses me with those sharp teeth.

That wretched smile drives me insane.

His a demon, bursting out if my chest.

Putting his  ****** doll like hand on my pale white cheek.

Killing me with his poisoned kiss.

I am paralyzed in time.

I love him ever so.

He says to me that me can make me a world of blood.

He makes me dream of haunted things.

Wounds, stitches, knives and more lovely.

Blood...

I am happy that he can make my world come true.

I love that I am crazy, because he makes me feel better.

I love you, demon of my dreams.

So sad in blue skies.

I remember those green eyes.

So clear and calming.

Now replaced by dark red.

Now screaming.
For help and prayers

I wont bleed till’ you bleed.

Won’t sing till’ you scream.

Until your dead and I can sleep.

I don’t care if I cry.

I don’t care if I pray.

I don’t care if I die.

All I know is that you never tried.

When you had seen me lying on the ground with a stone cold heart.
Just trying to get away from you.
I didn't want you to see me.
With red warm tears striking my scarred face.
You come towards me.
You wipe my tears, they stain your hands.
I scream.
I realize your arms are wrapped around me, holding me tightly.
Color fades in both our eyes.
Life surrounded by black and white.
Wanting to see again.
I kissed my unwanted savior.
It became more clear.
Color now flooding back into vision.
I now understand..
A light broke our bitter sweet  moment.
I cry as I kneel to a dead rose.
Picking up fallen memories, broken tears and shattered hearts.
I try to fix all of the pieces I have left behind.
All theres left is...
Blood, Tears and me.
And you just there.
You always have and always will.

I am the poet of the dark.
The red heart deep in me,
has stopped beating steadily.

Am I goddess of the dark.
Who watches you, in the night.
With the look of a darkened stare,
trying to find beauty in me.

My eyes painted black,
see what they hidden in their minds
by immortal eyes, just like mine.

I am the night mist
lurking in every corner.
Gargoyles.
The cathedrals.

I wander in the dark skies,
where the eyes of crows shine.

In the dark.
I will never find the light.
My wings of a dark angels.

My loneliness
devours the hours,
waiting for the day is done.
Cover of night waiting to fall on me.
Where night dreams fall,
without arousing my already broken heart.

My verses written
with blood.
Runs like a warm rain.
In abandoned buildings,
where I had given myself to the darkness.

Disease left by beings,
that destroy the world.
With their impious rage.
Who are the strangers?
Or are am I crazy?

Leave me alone with my sorrow, because the dead is crying.
After all, someone needs to die.
Then it's me
Goddess of Darkness
Casaria.

Let me light my fire,
in the land of  dead souls.
I lie down on the tombstones cold and left alone.
Left by beings of young and old.

Let me sing dark lullaby's.
Don't come close to me.
The world is sick and twisted.
Maybe there is more cursing needed to be done.
Someone needs to die.
Then it's me.
Being the Dark Goddess.

Searching through his bloodied clothes.
Searching for what is left.
Nothing.
With the rage, I cut into his chest.
I want his heart, for safety and comfort.
I want it for others but I shall never reveal them now.
I love very bit of this heart.
You say I am a beast?
Look at you, I know you have done sins.
I am a dark being.
I love the screams and moans of pain and death.
I just don't know what happened to that little girl you had once seen.
Laughing, playing...
Now crying and imbalanced.
I have made a doll.
Just like him.
He talkes to me.
Calls me "Little Dove"
At night 'he' comes alive and kisses me with those sharp teeth.
That wretched smile drives me insane.
His a demon, bursting out if my chest.
Putting his dollish hand on my pale white cheek.
Killing me with his poisoned kiss.
In love and dead forever.

Do you love my evil twisted mind?

Do you really want to mine?

You call me Little Dove

I just don't trust this love.

I have made many fears.

I have shed many tears.

My heart ****** torn.

Caused by deadly roses and thorns.

The love I grace, has gone with no trace.

Why have you gone my dove?

You have done everything to save me.

Now your gone with no trail,
I look with no prevail.

Where are you!?

I need you, but maybe you don't need me.
-.-

I am gone like the wind,
I will never return to your demented mind.

My heart is a rarity.

I want to save it.

You were just a waste of time.

You mustn't take the blame.
Don’t you ever feel ashamed.
I will never be the same.
Let me go, I never felt oh so cold.
I’ve never been so alone.
I cant see, so just take my hand and lead.
Why cant I love you.
I just miss you.
Why cant I sleep when your not next to me.
I just feel so restless.
I’m just so breathless.
You took my heart and fixed it.
Now you just ripped it.
I want you back.
It will never last.
You just took everything.
If you thought.
You were the everything.
Forever must I rest.
To you this was our last goodbye.
I just wanna forever cry.
I love you, but do you feel so much pain within.
I hope you love me too, for I am ******.
How could god forsake me, I’ve chosen the demon.
I’m planning my demise.
I’m sorry for my treason.
For what I did, the chains are binding.
Forever tightening.
Deaths grip is hurting me.
Don’t you DARE leave me!
You loved.
You punished.
You have killed.
All innocence left is corrupted.
Like a murky gas and its fumes.
Nothing is left.
Just the lust I still have for you.
For whatever I do.
Just know I still love you.