Tied, strapped..
A figure ever so far, breathing as if the person were dead.

Knives right next to me.
Clean and ready.

She comes to me with a crazed look.
Your awake now my Dove...
She whispered into my ear...

Her breath was cold as ice.
I struggle with my life on the line.

No my Dove! You mustn't get frightened now.

You witch I spat.
She growls like a wolf with foam thriving at the mouth.

She grabs my arm, she grabs a knife.
No. No! NO! Please have mercy on a little girl!
She drives the knife into my arm.
I cringe at the pain and the sound of flesh tearing.
I weep, watching my blood streak on that white table.
I try and try!
I just cant get out of deaths grip.

STOP YOU *****!
She takes the knife out and struck it into my stomach.
I scream with this trill of pain.
More blood seeps through the knife.

Well? Your you dead yet Dove? Or can I play with you more?
I WISH I WAS DEAD!
Fine then...
She takes another knife and stabs me heart over and over.
I flutter my eyes shut.
I knows she leaves with a crimson kiss.

Brother, why can't I breathe?
Why am I falling?
Why am I bleeding?
...
Brother.
Save me.
~^~

Sister, take it easy for me.
Just take my hand, I am right here.
Come and bleed with me.
...
Sister.
Forgive me.

Your* blood spills on the floor.
I still hear you at my door.
Sins, knives, lust.
Never have seen you this dark.
Am I still your meadowlark?

Blood by the statue, cold and dead.
Drug by the demon, my demise they have lead.
My heart has bled too and through.
I just don't know what to do.
Like me, love me, do what you need.
Dead bodies bleed in the streets.
I will consume your soul.
It has taken it toll.
I am the devils child.
A fortunate mistake.
Dementing things fuel my lust.
Whips, chain, gags.
Trust...
Do you know where my heart has been?

Searching for hope.
Searching through his tattered clothes.
Looking for his heart and soul.
Flooding my hand in his blood.
Scratching at the surface of hell.
Taking his wrist and cutting it with a rusted blade.
Cutting my the same way.
Clasping his dead hand, raising it just a bit from insanity.
Forever mine.
Forever yours.
Forever in love.
I cry with what I have done to the both of us.
Purity.
Clarity.
My rarity.
I fade into the darkest dream.
I see you and I don't even realize its you.
You've grown weaker and sinister.
Most sickly looking, now I know where I have went wrong.
I fell in love.

I as well may tell you..
I love you.
Not just as a friend but something more.
You don't feel the same way, that I know.
I help you with your bad days.
You do the same.
I love how your always looking forward.
I have liked you for a long time.
That you do know.
Behind all that happiness, I see sadness.
I see your cries for help, your strong.
You have treated me ever so kindly
I thank you for it.
I may not be your best friend,
but hell, I try too.
You speak your mind, that I can't do.
That day when I had lost you, I cried so hard.
So yeah, now you know.
That I love you.