12 months, i’ve been thinking
wondering if there was something
10 months, i’ve got nothing
didn’t want to care about anything
8 months, i’ve been lying
trying to hide everything
6 months, i’ve been dying
always ending up crying
4 months, i’ve been searching
if someone’s at least caring
2 months, i’ve been disappointing
a lot of people and failing
0 months, i’ve been asking
when will you be arriving?
30 days, i’ve been trying
to wait for you at the ending
25 days, i kept waiting
it had myself hating
20 days, it was tiring
the clock was done ticking
15 days, i’ve been testing
if you were worth loving
10 days, i’ve been chasing
having some trouble breathing
5 days, i’ve been carrying
all the words from people judging
0 days, i’ll stop faking
i bet you never even thought of staying.
24 hours, i’ve been hoping
with all the time we’re saving
18 hours, i’ve been killing
myself into drowning
12 hours, i’ve been wasting
all the efforts i’ve been paying
6 hours, i’ve been staring
blankly at the ceiling
0 hours, it was heartbreaking
to see what i’ve been feeling.
There was no time left, still i’ve been holding and saw you approaching
my dear i’m okay, let’s both start from the beginning