You won't understand unless you have my mind
But no you'll never find
A mind like mine
Cause im special don't forget the ed
Don't understand a word you said
I feel like I'm dead
Becoming a ghost
I need the dope
To provide me the hope
That this loneliness will pass
Effects me in the world and in class
Know what I mean fam?
Man
Created Carson to be a different race
But I'm still Nathan I can see it in my face
Don't wanna go back
Never liked the drugs or any of that
And that's a fact
I don't really know where to go
Everyone is now fake and acting like hoes
My thoughts has changed in a way you'd never know
Wanna go to the army and serve my nation
**** the drugs needa stop blazin
Find another way to create my imagination
Understand my lie?
**** nethier do I
Don't talk to me ****** if you dont get why.